He who lives in harmony with himself lives in harmony with the universe.

2012-01-04T14:17:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012!

Wow, how time flies. I remember blogging about how time flies every time I started a new post.

2011 had been good! On the 19th Nov 2011, something happy happened to me. Only some people know, but it is definitely a good thing.

On the 26th Dec 2011, we bought a 3years old car from 2nd hand dealer. We celebrated both my mother & mother-in-law's birthday on the 26th as well. Yes, their birthday fall on the same day!

Hubby held a surprise birthday party for me on the 24th Dec. He booked a suite at Waterfront Hotel & invited my close friends. Thank you lovelies. =)

Had steamboat bbq with close friends over at hubby's house on 31st Dec. Away from the crowd, we had drinks & food & games for countdown. Such a warm feeling.

Will be going USA, Maldives & Korea for holidays this year. Can't wait to have a breakaway now!

Our lovenest is coming! Finally I can say is next year rather than 2years 2years! 2013 please come fast! We had been looking up interior design & furniture & shopping around almost every week.

I feel like a 幸福小女人 <3

Shall blog soon again. =)

2011-08-18T14:46:00.002+08:00

Down with fever and cough. Late nights are giving me nightmare, but I still enjoyed the nights with my lovelies =)

Zouk for the past 2 weeks spell F-U-N!
Been a long time since I last club with my hubby. Married life can't get any better. Who says married woman can't club. HAHA!

On a lighter note, I'm counting down everyday for our house to arrive. So excited~~

MBS for tonight. Hope I win some money! =)

2011-07-11T15:41:00.003+08:00

Suddenly, I miss a gf of mine.. or should I say "past" gf of mine until I realised she deleted me away from her facebook. Wow, I didn't realized that this kind of deleting from one another is the IN thing now. I don't blame her, but I supposed the friendship isn't that strong since it resulted in such ending.

We used to hang out almost everyday when I'm schooling, playing mahjong. When I started working, we hang out at KTV pub with my ex-colleagues and we could gossip everything under the sun. Maybe not everything, but I think could be anything I guess?

Perhaps, if I could put myself in her shoes at that point of time, we could have been talking to each other right now. Or if she could put herself in my shoes...

How I wish humans could have been more understanding to one another & conflicts wouldn't have happen.

On a lighter note, hubby & I had been driving around our new house couple of times in a week. We are the excited first-timers. HAHA Can't wait, can't wait!

I have so much friends to catch up with but 24hours a day is not enough for me.

Till then~

2011-06-02T15:45:00.005+08:00

Been a long time since I had last posted. Alot of things happen in between, friends come & go.

On a lighter note, I'm an official proud owner of my new house! Hubby and I applied for the EC in Pasir Ris, and yes we got it. =)

Had to fork out 32K cash upfront but everything is worth it. The tough part is the waiting time till TOP. TOP 15 Oct 2014 or earlier. Hopefully by Q4 2013.

Below is one of the photo (artist's impression) of the EC we bought. (Took from my agent's website)

One step towards our future again. We have come this far and everything is worth it =)

2011-02-02T14:54:00.002+08:00

So much things to say and on my mind..

I lost Xiaoheng. It was a torturing nightmare for hubby and I. I'm still trying hard to come into terms with it. Hubby had been very supportive and being with me all these while. I know he is upset but he is trying hard to put on a strong front infront of me so I won't feel upset anymore. Everything happens for a reason, the next one will definitely be better.
Both mother & mother-in-law had been taking care of me very well.

Perhaps this will be a good time for hubby and I to relax and plan for our next baby. We had decided to hold on for a year and try for July Dragon baby. No more rabbit baby =(
This could be good as well as this gives us more time to find our suitable house and also planning our finances.
Hubby has been really sweet. He suggested bringing me to Japan or New Zealand later half of the year but I guess, I'm really in no mood to travel.

I'm on mini confinement now and hubby is flying off to London for work on the 12th till 27th Feb. That sucks to the max... 2 weeks without him.
I had already booked my London ticket to go find him on the 17th to 22nd but due to my confinement, I will need to cancel this trip. Now, I'm waiting for Qatar to come back to me if they can change my date to next year or refund me the money. Sigh, I hate it. I really need a break now.

These few days at home are really bored. How to survive 14days hospitalized leave at home?!

Gon upload my honeymoon photos to Facebook now.. that's the only thing I can do now while waiting for hubby to come home from work.

2011-01-17T10:12:00.003+08:00

Been out of this space for sometime... So much things to update but doesn't know where to start with.

19th Dec-1st Jan 2011:

Europe Honeymoon - Spend Xmas day at Switzerland and Germany. Nice white Xmas I had. Memorable holidays with hubby.

Spend my 21st at Paris shopping and hubby got me a Prada bag for my birthday! Not only that, he surprised me with a Gucci wallet and a Swarovski pendant as well. Felt so much love from him.

But that day ended quite early cause I wasn't feeling well with the cold weather and strong winds blowing on me. XiaoHeng had been very very obedient in my womb as he/she did not give me any trouble while we were travelling except for some puking and headache. Other than that, everything is perfect.

Halfway through the holidays, I miss home and wanted so badly to buy a flight back to Singapore because I couldn't tolerate the cold weather anymore. I was freezing and I had cold rashes. Sigh, hubby had to take care of me and at sometimes, he had to go down to take photos of the sightseeing himself while I stayed in the coach.

I know I had been missing out updates on Xiaoheng in this space. Well, Xiaoheng came as a double happiness right after our wedding. Everyone is overjoyed and looking very forward to him/she coming to this earth. I'm not sure about the gender yet but I had a feeling it will be a girl (everyone tells me is a boy). I don't really care as long as he/she comes to earth safe and sound. =)

Hubby and I had been preparing for the arrival of our first baby! We had been reading up books, internet articles and downloading Iphone applications to see what to expect during pregnancy and arrival. Woohoo, can't wait can't wait!

Till then.. =)

2010-12-07T13:02:00.001+08:00

I miss all my friends.

Ping asked me for mahjong last weekend but I couldn't make it.... arrggg. I miss her so much.

Coffee soon, anyone?

2010-11-19T13:56:00.009+08:00

Finally my wedding is over! I'm officially married to Mr Heng Hong En on the 13th Nov 2010.

A big hug & thanks to all relatives & friends who made it to my wedding on this day. Thanks to all my 7sisters who did not sleep for the night and came to my house at 3am to start preparing. Thanks to the 6brothers who had helped to protect my hubby from the gatecrashing forfeits and also helping to coordinate during the banquet.

Thanks to my dad & mum for these 21years of upbringing. I love both of you!

Thanks to my in-laws for being so supportive in us and also helping us in many ways. Derek Uncle & Aunt Kit, Uncle TC & Aunt SK, Aunt Sharon & Uncle KT, Uncle Eric & Aunt Catherine, Dua Yi & husband, Uncle Han & EE & Jock Ee.

Thanks mother & father in law for helping us so much.

No amount of words can express how grateful HongEn & I were to all of you.

Thank you Erin & Charmaine for being the emcee for the night! Thanks Cord & Miao for helping out with the reception area.

Thanks to Moving Pictures (CP) for making the morning express highlight video so nice! Everyone of them loves it ((:

Shall upload more photos once I have them =)

2010-11-02T15:23:00.002+08:00

Not sure if married life will be as perfect as I'm leading my life now. Why is it that once the date is coming closer, I'm feeling the butterflies in my mind, my body & my heart?

One of a common friend of mine passed away due to bike accident. Thou I might not know him that well, it was really a great loss.

R.I.P my dear friend.

2010-11-01T16:19:00.002+08:00

I'm quite disgusted after what I heard and what I had seen. I mean, after so many years of friendship, you are becoming from bad to worse. How long more do you need to flirt around before you can actually settle down...?

2010-10-31T00:17:00.002+08:00

I thought I could update my blog since bf is not at home. Yup, he went for his stag's night with his group of brothers at St.James.
I'm not worried he will be straying away cause of my trust in him. He had been a very faithful and the nicest bf ever during these 4years duration. =)

Exactly 13more days to go to our wedding. Everything is in pace now. GDL was over, like finally. Settling the number of tables with Sheraton last Friday. 32tables + 2 spare tables. MIL just told us that she had confirmed 144pax which is 12tables; mum had 12tables as well.. I think we gon need more tables.
I'm glad my friends are all fast in RSVP for my wedding. A big hug to all of you.

My sisters' team are most likely settled although a very nice gf of mine couldn't make it for the morning session. I really wish she will be with me throughout my whole wedding thou. I mean all of the sisters I had are my closes ones, but this particular gf had been with me so much. We had conflicts, we had quarrels, we had misunderstandings... but we overcame everything. It seem like we was a couple with numerous of misunderstandings because of the common friends we had. But I'm glad our friendship still stay strong. Bad thing is that she got to work during the morning cause of the alternate saturdays but good thing is, she promised she will make it for my ROM if she has time =)
But I know she will def be at my wedding dinner, which I'm really really looking forward to see her.

Bf has been really sweet and understanding these few weeks. Because of my work and the wedding preparations, I had been flaring up many times and cause many unhappiness. Due to the stress I had, bf had been very supportive and tried to cheer me up everyday. Thank you baby.
He had been planning our future, our savings... our dreams. Everything will come true. He wanted to have 4kids so I guess we are working very hard towards that step. =)

Many thanks to relatives for the angbaos we had received before the wedding. Really appreciate it.
My personal vow for ROM had been prepared; waiting for someone to come back with a translated script only and ta dah! I hope dearest will be happy with my vow. (I hope he will be touched and cry thou. Wahaha)

On a lighter note, my Singapore boss said that our CEO which is the founder of my current working company will be coming to my wedding! That is really a good news because I did invited him over when he came to Singapore in Feb since we talked about it over company dinner at that time. I didn't expect him to really organize his schedule to make it for my wedding. I felt so touched and thankful.
My another boss, which is our company Director of Sales, passed me a red packet during his visitation last week as well. Thank you K2!
Another big thank you to my French colleague and Penang colleague for the red packet as well when they came down to Singapore office for training last month.

I'm very excited and very happy for that day to come. I have so much things to update but my mind is just blank except for the wedding day approaching.

Will be meeting the sisters for short introduction for everyone of them on the 5th, follow by Hen's night in the night. Bridemaids' dress fitting on the 7th and 13th will be the day!

I shall update soon, with photos up hopefully.
Night everyone!

2010-09-18T12:53:00.002+08:00

Flying off to Penang in another half an hour time. 4D3N, without dearest by my side.

I gonna be strong, since this is for business. I'm a grown up and a career woman, so I shouldn't be afraid of sleeping in the hotel room alone. (Thou I hope dear can take a night flight and find me. Heee)

Dearest fetched me to the airport and he is waiting in the car and waiting for me to lift off. Love you baby. I'm starting to miss you so much already!

MIL passed me 700RM to spend and mummy passed me 300RM. These are their left over when they went Malaysia the other time. Thank you moms. I felt so loved by everyone of them.

Yesterday, we went to buy the "xi bing" for wedding. Those cakes, Teochew biscuits... cost us 948bucks! 80boxes of cakes are no joke. Stress....

On a lighter note, CFO told me I will have my biggest paycheck of the year. I shall see when my pay is in this end of the month. Hopefully everything can clear off by end of this month and look forward to the wedding without any stress.

Dearest & I had been working very hard for this wedding and we are trying to save every single cent we earned.

Shall blog more when I get to the hotel.

Ciao!

2010-09-15T14:48:00.002+08:00

2 more months to wedding~

GDL items - Checked

JP - Checked

Choosing of invites - Checked

(Dearest is going to take the invites after work today and we are going to meet dad's friend to discuss on the printing tomorrow)

JMs' Gowns - Checked

Brothers' tie - Unchecked

Xi Bing - Unchecked

(Will do so next week when I'm back from Penang)

Mattress - Checked

Bedsheet - Unchecked

RSVP of guests - 30% done only. Guys, please RSVP before 24th Sept.

Food Tasting - 1st Oct. (Im feeling anxious)

So many things left undone... and not much time as well.

I NEED MORE THAN 24HOURS A DAY!

2010-09-02T22:59:00.002+08:00

Dearest is sleeping soundly now. Gonna wake him up in an hour's time or so cause he has to work.

I'm working now, sending emails and trying to log into my system but the damn system is fucking lag. Lucky my USA colleague is helping me with the orders so at least I can sleep early tonight. Clear the last batch of NPI list and I shall hit the sack.

Nothing much to update.

Dearest said he got a surprise for me next week. Let's see... sometimes his surprises always got unfold by me, many times... but I love him as much still. =D

Went for facial after work. Bought some cosmetics from M.A.C. Dearest came to pick me up at Shaw Towers.

Did not have dinner, on diet. 2 more months to wedding~~

Hope Sept will be a good month. ((:

2010-08-31T14:59:00.002+08:00

So much things in my mind now as wedding is coming nearer. Can't describe my mixed feelings now. It is not about dearest, I guess is about me. Me being paranoid for nothing.

Paranoid about the money, the honeymoon package we booked from Chan Brothers. Chan brother's reviews isn't that good afterall... I just found out couple minutes ago.

I don't want to spend my Honeymoon miserably. I want happy moments with dearest.

2010-08-30T15:10:00.002+08:00

Friendship is the hardest thing in the world.

Dearest asked me yesterday, if I'm angry with my friend. I told him, yes & no. But I guess I love her more than I'm angry with her.

She is there for me about half of my life. The happy memories are more than those that are sad. (:

I wish her all the best in her future career because I know, as a true friend, I should be happy for her that she is going after her dreams.

Let's jiayou together!

May our friendship cheers forever.

Love you babe.

2010-08-30T13:06:00.002+08:00

I should be more than contented with my life. Dearest has been really very sweet and accommodating to all my needs and wants. I don't deny that I'm not a good gf, but I'm sure I will be a good wife after 13th Nov 2010.

Engaging JP for our ROM is done. (:

At least one thing down our list again.

People asked me why did I choose my dear as my right one. And people always tell me I'm very very fortunate to find dear which I admit, I'm fortunate.

1) He is down to earth. He is honest and what he earns come from his hard work. He don't use his parents' money. Even when our banquet and wedding stuff cost up to 62K, he did not ask his parents for a single money. Everything comes from our own pocket. I'm very proud of him and us. All these comes with planning, I guess. No?

2) He takes care of me very well. The age gap between us doesn't give us any problems. He tried all his ways and make sure he gets along with my family and relatives. And yes, all my cousins love him alot. My parents love him as well.

3) He makes sure I always get the best things. He makes sure I will not suffer. Thank you dear.

Thank you dear. Thank you for everything & anything that you make me feel so fortunate.

When I said I want to go USA, you told me next year June when YS & you are going to join WSOP. You said you will bring me to LV and Grand Canyon.

When I said I want to go Japan, you told me next year Dec, we shall have White Xmas again.

When I said I want to go Disneyland, you told me you will bring me to all the countries where Disneyland is.

When I said I want to go New Zealand & Canadian Rockies, you told me you will chiong more rentals and sales so we can go next year July.

And all these will be fulfilled by next year before we have a child.

What else can I ask for?

Just you baby, thank you.

All these travelling & wants are not what I want the most, I just want to hold your hand and stay in your arms till we grow old.

2010-08-27T14:12:00.001+08:00

Once bitten, twice shy.

I will not introduce any job to any friends from now onwards. Sorry to say that, stop asking me if my company wanna hire anyone. Go and find a job yourself.

2010-08-25T11:18:00.003+08:00

I'm disappointed in you. I admit I'm. Although I tried very hard not to get angry nor disappointed in you, I can't help it.

You told me you want to earn loads of money and asked me to push you into my company to work. I helped you and you got the job. The very first month, you showed so much aggression and hard work, I thought: Yes, you can make it. We are going to be a good team and let our boss know even though we are young, but we can still do it better than the any other "adults".

But you have to know that "Not everyday is a Sunday" theory. You are not messing up the accounts, but have you ever think that did you really put in 100% hard work?

Or because of the lot that you had drawn at the temple, so you think no matter how hard you try, your effort will not be recognized? If that is the case, even if you find your favorite job, the outcome will still be the same.

The chance is given to you...

Seriously, I'm sick of people asking me about you. Even though I'm not obligated to help you to explain, but I think I have the right to help you explain, because you are my best friend and I was the one who introduce this job to you.

Eventually, it is still your choice and even though I will respect your decision, but I want to know if you ever did put in 100% effort to this job.

2010-08-10T15:21:00.002+08:00

My luck in getting orders are here.. but no luck in securing the stocks. 3 POs, no stock. Is this bad luck or what?

I need to hit at least 75K a month for the next 5 months so I can get 5K usd from company. With this 5K usd, I will go Maldives with dearest.

On a lighter note, we had booked our Honeymoon package with Chan Brothers. 14D12N Europe tour, departing via KLM on 19th Dec 2010. Im very excited cause I will be spending my 21st birthday in Paris and Xmas in Swiss! =D

Till then.

2010-08-06T09:37:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wish we can put everything aside and go far far away...
To a place where qualifications, money and work doesn't matter..
A place where we can do whatever we want and live by each other everyday.
Rear animals, grow strawberries, make cheese, brew wine & milk the cows & goats.
Enjoy each other's company & grow old together
I want to wake up to breathe the freshest air and fall asleep under a sky of thousand stars together with you every night.
Everything will be perfect by then, for you and me.

2010-07-23T15:14:00.009+08:00

I thought I should start blogging even more..

My blog has been lacking of photos but I don't cam-whore anymore so I shall post my wedding photos here. =D

Okay, on a lighter note, we are moving to a new office 2 weeks later! I can't wait cause it means nearer to my house and no more waking up early for work.

Actually I have so much to rant but sad to say, my blog isn't private. I can only rant at twitter because my twitter's followers are lesser than in Facebook.

Suddenly when Nov comes nearer, I had some friends who suddenly appear and know Im getting married.. so their names are in my guestlists. But somehow, there are friends who suddenly disappeared and now, their names are out of my guestlists.

So people who regularly blog-hop, and happens to be my friend, my wedding will be at Sheraton Towers @ Newton, Ballroom 1 & 2 (&3?) on 13th Nov 2010.

Too fast to remind all of you? I know, sorry.. cause Im very excited.

Just for an update, my jiemui group will be as below:

1) PeiQi

2) Jen Yap

3) Steph Wong

4) Beka

5) Joann

6) PeiXuan

7) HuiPing

8) YuanPing

9) My sister as bridemaid

I love all my friends. My primary school mates wanna throw a Hens' Night Party for me. My jiemuis are going to throw me one as well. I can't wait.

I have such lovely friends.

Okay, about my 21st birthday. Dearest asked me if I wanna throw a party. But well, Im not sure as we will be spending White Xmas this year as part of our Honeymoon.

But I spent so much money on this year's birthdays cause all is 21st birthday luh! I needa some rebate.... luh.....

Let me think about it again. Heh

Have been seeing many people giving birth. Like so nice lor. I also want a baby. Dearest says next year but I think I wanna get a flat first before having baby.

So future MIL says if no rooms, then we will get a bigger house which mostly to be a landed.. hmmm, like that also is not own house though we are sharing to buy one.. Lets' see about it again.

Seriously, I don't mind staying with my in-laws. They are nice people and they really treat me very good. Everything also quite give in to me, even dearest's aunts and uncles also treat me very good. Really glad to be part of their family.

Just wanna thanks Popo for everything. I miss her loads. To speak of that, today is popo's 49th day, everyone went to pray her this morning but Im working. Sorry Po.

I miss my mummy also. 1 week never see her already. Later go back Yishun and see her. Love you mummy! (Random, but I love my mummy and daddy alot, ok)

Im leaving office at 430pm later. Thanks Nelson Boss!

Shall update again. Till then, ciao!

2010-07-22T09:53:00.002+08:00

Thanks god for giving me such a wonderful hubby and family.

This period of time is really busy and frustrating. Wedding plannings are not that easy and to think I have only less than 3 months to start preparing.

My cartoon animation is not yet done cause dearest haven't start on the storyline yet.

My only mind now is my honeymoon planning. Baby & I are thinking of touring both East & West USA in Dec, right after our wedding. 21D19N should be enough for free & easy?

Been doing alot of researches and checking on domestic flights.. but last night, dearest told me he wanna go Europe. Okay, so we are starting to look up on Europe again. I don't mind Europe because I really wanna go Swiss. =D

My boss asked me, what is your top priority for honeymoon between food, scenery, themeparks & shopping. For me, they are:

1) Scenery

2) Food

3) Themepark

4) Shopping

So boss asked, how about making babies? LOL! Thats right, so top priority is making babies. I know my baby will be in very good care cause future MIL can't wait to help me take care. She already said when I have baby, she will help me take care. My mummy also say she will help me take care.. so I guess I will need to give birth to twins? Hee

Future MIL is really very nice to me. I really appreciate her love.

3 months to go, Im so excited and looking forward to be Mrs Heng (:

We had been together for 50 months and counting on, I know I will be safe with Mr Heng Hong En. I know he is the one who is going to hold my hands till old, with our children as a happy family.

Love you baby!

2010-07-05T11:12:00.000+08:00

Now I truely understand the meaning of "Home Sweet Home".

2010-06-28T10:03:00.002+08:00

It sucks when you think that the person you loved most understand you the most but it wasn't.
It sucks when you feel that he isn't the right one when the wedding comes nearer.
It sucks when there is any unhappiness in your heart and if you ever voice out, you are being labelled as crazy.
It sucks when you are at work but typing this out and cry like a mad woman cause there are so much unhappiness within your heart.

Life just suck, isn't it.
Why should we even live for others?

2010-06-17T11:33:00.003+08:00

5more months to go before my wedding but I have no mood for any preparations at all.

Life is so fragile.

2010-06-08T09:24:00.003+08:00

Day 4...
Popo is really not coming back anymore. I have no more chance to dote on her as how she had doted on me.

Tonight is the last night of the wake. The feeling.. I really don't bear to let Popo go. As much as I wanted to stay by the wake throughout, I can't take it. My body don't let me do so. Im too tired and too shag to report for work the next day. But I still dragged my feet to work.
I wanted to let Popo know, I will take care of her favourite grandson, which is my husband-to-be, Hongen. I will take care of my future MIL and don't make her worried.

Popo, but deep in my heart, I really want you to be back.
Can someone please tell me this is all a dream? And that Popo will be back... real and lively infront of us.

2010-06-07T09:37:00.002+08:00

我们最怕的一天始终还是到来。我真得很舍不得你，婆婆。我很不想要你走。

She loved us, dotes on us with her heart. Her big heart was spread among all 30+ people. Her unconditional love to everyone of us.. her smiles, her cuteness.. everything.
Popo, I want you back.. really I do.

Popo, Im not jealous Hongen loves you more than me. I really don't mind cause I know the love you had given to Hongen is unreplaceable by me.
Popo, Im not jealous, so can you come back? Please...

The death of 2 beloved ones within a month is tearing me apart. As much as I do not want her to go, is a matter of fact she had gone.
Im feeling fucking terrible in my heart and the pain just feel like stabbing me right at my heart.
The moment the stupid doctor pronounced her dead, the feeling sucks. As much as we do not want her to suffer, at least she went in peace.

But Popo, you wanted so much to attend Hongen and my wedding! You promised to help me look after my kids!

All of us don't want you to leave. Can you tell us how can we make you come back?
Popo, please. I beg you. Please!!

2010-06-04T14:27:00.004+08:00

Too busy with many things recently.
Work.. life.. family.. wedding preps..everything in fact.

Been waking up in the middle of 2am-3am every morning to start working with USA, checking my emails like a mad cow.
Been sleeping less than 5hours a day makes me look a zombie. Everyone knows that I hate to doll up despite Im working in town area except if I have to meet up with customers or having dinner after work... so that explains the zombie next day at work.

On a lighter note, Shannon, Winnie, dearest and I went to JB for horse riding. It was a great experience though. Pictures are up in FB (:
Spent 700bucks in this 2D1N trip. Sian ttm.

We bought our new bed at Courts yesterday! One thing down our list again.. =D
Queen size mattress by Sleep Clinic and a brown bedframe, at least the colour suits our built-in wardrobe colour and the room colour, light blue/ purple which future father-in-law had helped to paint during our absent.
I think we gon paint it to another colour soon. Before we do that, we gon clear alot of stuffs in the room. And is A-L-O-T.

Will update more often... soon.

2010-05-18T11:07:00.002+08:00

I can't believe the new post Im typing out now is only when my grandfather had passed away. He had passed away peacefully in his sleep yesterday, Monday at 1258pm. I only knew about it at around 2pm which means I did not see him for the last time. Im glad, in my heart that I went to visit him on Sunday night thou.. his face wasn't good, he is not feeling well and he insisted not to go hospital despite we asked him to. Perhaps he know he is leaving us, I don't know.

I don't know how many times I will need to go through this.
5years ago during this period, my uncle passed away. He was like a father to my siblings and I. He was always there to lecture us, be it in we are naughty or not. He died when he suffered a heart attack.
One year later, during this period as well, my grandmother passed away. I love my grandmother alot. But I did not manage to see her for the last time as well. I was supposed to visit her the day before but I was tired from work, hence I headed home. She was just staying opposite me but I can't bring my legs to visit her everyday.. I can go out, I can go shopping but not visiting her. I really regret my doings. I know is too late so I tried my best to be a better granddaughter to her husband, which is my paternal grandfather.
A year later, my great-grandmother in malaysia passed away. I did not go to the funeral because I was held up at work. I had too much things on hand that I could not afford to put down and go in for a few days. I only managed to see her once a year which is CNY. She dotes on us alot, because we seldom visit her.
Last year, my aunt committed sucide. She jumped down from 7floors.. she was put into ICU for a week, but she did not survive. We used to be so close, she will always be there, joking with me.

Yesterday, my maternal grandfather passed away. I admit that Im closer to my paternal side because from young, Im being look after by my paternal grandmother & grandfather. Despite that, grandpa still loves us alot. He will buy sweets for us, he will scoop rice and dishes for us when we were at his house for dinner or gathering. He will always be there for us. He is the Mr-Nice guy in our big family. He is generous, he is gentle and he had never once scolded us.

Life is so fragile. I do not want to go through this kind of pain anymore. I had already learnt to cherish my husband-to-be, my parents, my family, my relatives and my friends.

2010-02-25T10:54:00.002+08:00

February 2010 is the best month ever!

1) Dearest got his 2months' pay bonus
2) I earned my most commission this month
3) I hit my dream target of 10K pay!
4) CNY Angbows (Although this is my last year of receiving, still I managed to get alot)
5) Taiwan Trip

Tell me, whats more happier than this.

谢谢老天的保佑。我的愿望越来越靠近了。我要向前冲！

2010-02-24T09:27:00.001+08:00

I can't explain how happy Im right now. All I know is Im leaving for Taiwan in 4more days!
Taiwan Taiwan Taiwan <3

2010-02-16T22:52:00.003+08:00

Happy belated CNY & Valentine's Day! Okay, fine. I know I'm late for the greetings but who cares? Heh.

First 2 days of CNY are great. Went around to collect AngPows. Sad to say, this is my last year to get AngPows cause Im giving away AP next year. So people, come my house for visiting huh. HAHA.
Well, as CNY clashes with V.day this year, dearest & I have no plans for V.day. Not that of any other reasons, but deep in our heart, everyday is Valentine's Day right? We had been together for 3years8months up to date. So spare the details on how you ladies got those nice treats @ restaurants & receiving beautiful flowers. LOL.

I remembered way back in 2007, we celebrated our very first Valentine's Day. I received flowers from him first time (Im the first girl that he had gave flowers too). I was happy of cause but scolded him being stupid for spending the money. We had dinner at a fine Italian restaurant @ Esplanade. It was a very big surprise cause he went all out to book this place very very early & fetched me from work.

2008: No flowers, but a hand-made roses in a bottle from him. Sweet baby! It was my first time receiving such a sweet present from boyfriend. We had dinner at Suntec Sizzler.

2009: Flowers again. Blue roses (my favorite). Once again, I scolded him stupid but deep inside, Im happy like mad. Tell me, who won't feel happy when they receive flowers?
We had dinner at a Chinese Restaurant @ RiverView Hotel & dearest booked a deluxe room at Marina Mandarin.

2010: Nothing. Wahahaha

I was looking on my past posts & tada! July 07 post:
http://high-addiction.blogspot.com/2007_07_01_archive.html

We planned our marriage in 2007 and that we will be having our marriage in 2010. And it all come true! So who says dream doesn't come true & promises are meant to be broken.

On a lighter note, we are leaving for Taiwan next Sunday! Woohoo, time flies time flies! I only left like less than 10months to prepare for my wedding. I need to settle everything asap so I can have more time to relax before my Big Day!
I was complaining to dearest last year that Nov is still long long way to go but... it is Feb now & next week is the last week of Feb already.

Will update soon again. Till now, ciao!

2010-01-18T15:10:00.003+08:00

Back to blogging again. (:

Gown fitting few weeks back. Love my wedding gown rather than the evening gown. Heh.
I will be asking the bridal shop in TW to courier me the wedding gown and evening gown for my actual day, I guess. I believe theirs will be so much nicer. I will need to ask my boss for permission to get Judy Wedding to courier via our company courier services. Fedex only takes one day (: And we get very good discount since we are using their services and the plus point is, I can get the awb#!
The plan goes this way: I will wear the wedding gown I chose from Bridal Closet.. followed by the wedding gown I bring in from TW for my ROM. Then I will wear the evening gown from TW and followed by the evening gown from BridalCloset. In this way, I can wear all the gowns I choose! Idea right? But only if time allow...

I have yet to finailized my photographer and make up-artist. However, I shortlisted a few. Photography will be either Andy Loh Photography or Jeffery Photography. Both are good (:
Make-up artist will be either Sam Ong or Kenneth Lee. Both work for mag like Brides, Female etc.. I always think male make up artists are much more patient =D
I will get CP to be my videograher. Seen his works, think he is not bad & the morning highlights he edited are funny. Forums have good reviews on him. Why not?
On the other hand, bf's cousin works in a media company and introduced us this guy who work for F.I.R concert & he quoted us reasonable prices cuz we were introduced by his cousin. Now, Im hesitating on my shortlisted VG+PG again.
From a list of people whom I called everyday to ask for quotes on their packages, now Im spoilt for choices. LOL

This marriage thing really costs us a bomb. We spend almost 60K on everything. I hate it when people are telling me that this marriage will make us lose alot of money. But, SO WHAT? Hello, the money come out from dearest and my own pocket. We did not ask a single cent from our parents. Tell me, how many people did that? Im not saying that those who get from parents shouldn get married, but now the thing is I did not ask a single cent from my parents, why those who are not involved or those who I did not even ask a single cent from keep saying those things like "go overseas honeymoon/ wedding. Save alot money." -__-" Really damn pissed with their comments. Get this right, 60K comes from OUR OWN pocket.
This is only a once in a lifetime experience for us. We want it grand, we want everyone to share happiness for us. We want everyone to enjoy on our big day. I don't give a damn on how much AngPow money you all give.
(I will have a notebook on that day to keep track who gave me how much AP. You better wish you never invite me to your wedding, or I will give you back the same AP you gave me that night...Wahahaha)
Dad & Mom are really nice to gave us back all the AP they got from our relatives for the dinner. Dearest's parents are doing the same as well. Thanks Dad(s) & Mom(s)!
I know this is for our own good. But dearest & I will still give them some money as a token.. cuz we "patang". Heh.

On a lighter note, our wedding bands are settled! Thanks to future MIL. We went to buy my "Si Dian Jin" on that very same day we got our wedding bands. At first, we wanted to head down to ION to get the rings cuz we are going to TW for PS next month end (We are leaving on 28th Feb & coming back on the 7th March) in which dearest thinks that with a wedding band, the PS will look more meaningful. Well, I agreed (:
Okay, back to "Si Dian Jin".. I did not chose any gold for that.. nor any white gold. Mine is all diamonds! Diamond earrings, diamond necklace etc.. That costs future MIL a bomb. Thanks Mom (call in advance first, hee). We bought from this shop at People Park Center. Future MIL know the shop owner & dearest and I were very worried about the quality and stuffs. But we were wrong, they sells better quality than those in LH, GH, SK etc.. prolly because of the shop brand, thats why LH they all sell so expensive. The boss is a shareholder in Jumbo Seafood, hence I think prolly is trustable? Anyw, we got discounts as well cuz dearest's uncle who is the Ng Ah Sio (The Bak Ku Teh boss) knows them pretty well. And with future MIL, we got even better discounts cuz they know each other. So overall, we are happy with the diamonds =D
(Imagine future MIL spent almost 11K on the "Si Dian Jin" but after further discounts, I still feel heart pain for her.) I really love my "Si Dian Jin"!

Im looking very forward to 13th Nov 2010. Yes, that is the actual day!
I wanna go Maldives for my Honeymoon. But dearest said he wants to go Paris, LA, NZ. Arrrgg, I want Maldives!!

Update again. Till then, ciao! (:

2009-12-03T10:32:00.002+08:00

Earlier post had been deleted. (:

Very busy with alot of preparations. Those close to me will know that Im getting married next yr. Date most likely to confirm already but still pending for final approval on the dinner venue by dearest. If everything is okay, we will prolly go down and pay the deposit on coming Tues. =D

Read through alot of forums and had some heads up on what is going on and what we actually need for the wedding. I need alot of help and ideas.
I need to find a bridal shop for my AD cuz dearest and I actually booked our wedding shoots at this Judy Wedding as mentioned earlier without any AD gowns. Sighs, another expenditure.
We need to buy our wedding bands but no rush, cuz we got at least a yr ahead. Guo Da Li, those traditionals are giving us a headache.

But, Im so looking forward (:

2009-10-28T14:55:00.005+08:00

Had a tiff with dearest last night. That explains why my eyes were swollen today.

Perhaps we had a different mindset in marriage & after marriage. Our work had been making us so stress out & we had to plan our marriage stuffs. Worst thing was dearest did not consult any of our parents in which I suggest we should since marriage is not about two of us. Sometimes I just don't know what he is thinking.

Had a dream last night that we were exchanging our vows & suddenly my customers are calling me to help them with their enquiries in which I couldn't finish saying my vows. Pretty sad case!

The only thing that our names are not Jason and Karyn.

We talked bout 10years down the road after marriage. Will we still be as loving as we are now? We had been quarrelling ever since we got together after 2years. And dearest woke me up with his words. He was right. When we first dating each other, we would sat at a bench near my house & we will have heart-to-heart talks everyday. We told each other how we feel, we told each other what happened that very day cuz dearest was in his last uni year at NTU that time. I was working as a customer service at a small local firm. He would fetch me everyday after work & send me home. Memories.

But ever since he started working after his graduation, and I started changing job after a year and so to a higher-pay job everytime, we did not have the interest to ask about each other's life anymore.

We thought that co-habiting is a good idea & we will not be drifted apart. Hence, I moved in to his house last year & had been staying there till now. Coming to a year but we were quarrelling almost everyday. I realised we did not understand each other that well either after so long. But we really couldn't live without one another. That was the truth.

We tried to move to the future closer. We signed up a bridal shoot last weekend with a Taiwan bridal shop, Judy Wedding. That was one thing down our list in the whole list of marriage stuffs.
We aimed to get everything done by next year but it seems impossible. Sighs. But I know dearest is trying real hard to give me a good life. But HDB just can't approve our application for choosing flats. Is it because Im not even 21?!

Just so tired of everything. We need more communication, I guess.

On a lighter note, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY. I love you (:

2009-08-21T11:12:00.002+08:00

Happy 3yrs & 3months Anniversary.
Thanks dearest for everything. I love you baby (:

God daughter's 1yr birthday tomorrow. Red packet for her =D
Buffet and some catching up with Von, perhaps?

7th month, not going to stay out late nor any clubbing sessions this month. Im gon be a good girl (:

2009-08-14T10:33:00.002+08:00

Just a bad dream last night made me realized how much I love dearest. Woking up in tears and seeing him sleeping just beside me made me felt relieved. 3yrs and counting on, we are so used to having one another but this Love thing just made me speechless.
Those tiffs and fights we had, being angry with one another for few hours but laughing our ass off upon seeing each other's angry faces, bring us closer once again.

Unbelieveable feelings & sweet memories.

2009-08-12T18:19:00.003+08:00

Not sure when is the last time we actually hold hands and went out together. Not sure when is the last time we were holding hands and window-shopping together. Not sure when is the last time we hold hands and had the whole day to ourselves together.

So much doubts.

Not about leaving me alone, having dinner with your friends. Not about leaving you alone, having dinner with my friends. Not upset over this nor being alone, just upset on how you place me in your last whenever you are with your friends. Seems like a wild wolf who had been released from its own cage and forgotten who was the one who had been through so much with you.

Perfect in the surface. Life is so ironic.

I don't want a boyfriend, I want a real man.

2009-06-24T15:40:00.002+08:00

My first day of work turned out to be good. Closed two orders on my very first day. So proud of myself (:

Transformers last night. Awesome! Me love :D

Dearest said I look very OL with my dressing & carrying the laptop with my Coach bag. LMAO

Gotta get my ass to work now. Till then (:

2009-06-19T11:53:00.005+08:00

Wow, my last post was in Nov 08. Been half a year since I blogged.
My laziness had been due and here Im gon blog again..
Things are getting great for me. Be it family, bf, work and friends.. Everything is just so great ((:

I knew some very great colleagues during my 9months in Classic. They are totally awesome & I miss them so much ever since I left. I tendered my job to go for a much high paying job & better prospects of cuz. I think I can pretty survive in the new company anyway.

Boyfriend and I went to Batam last weekend & I totally enjoyed myself. Met up with bf's best friend at Batam View Resort & we hanged out together. No pictures up cuz I forgotten to bring my cam.
We rushed out of the house as we were very very late. We were supposed to reach TMFT at 11am but we woke up at 10.30am. LOL. Prepared & left home at 10.55am & cabbed down to TMFT. Pretty lucky that we remembered our passports. HAHA
The 3hours spa package we had was damn relaxing thou the feeling of being naked infront of the massager felt so weird.. esp when she asked if she can massage my chest. LOL! Dearest slept thru the whole process & I think he pretty enjoyed it too. (:
We celebrated our 3yrs anniversary on Superstar Virgo Cruise & I lost 300bucks to the stupid Carribean Poker. Such a bitch. This time round, we fully made use of the day at Redang & joined in the games with the crew. Memorable 3yrs anniversary. Thanks baby (:

On the lighter note, it feels so sweet having to wake up every morning and the first thing I see is dearest beside me.. Hopefully dearest don't get nightmares seeing me beside him when he woke up. HAHA. I will prolly give him a tight slap.

And finally, I hit the clubs with my babes last Wed. It was a totally "awesome" night. I doubt all of us enjoyed the night. No more ladies night at StJames anymore but still, is the company that counts. I still love you girls =)
Mac for supper & dearest fetched Steph & Beka home then we headed home.

Shall update again.. so till then (:

2008-11-07T11:23:00.003+08:00

Fish and Co with dollies last night.
Jen, Beka & Steph.
Total bill came up to 80bucks which is darn cheap. We had fries, rice and calamaris on the house due to the crew's wrong orders.
We found a strand of hair and we got 10% discount for overall bill.
Im starting to love Fish and Co. (:

Mos Burger for chill and catching up. Amk Hub's aircon is freezing cold.
Had a second-hand puff. Not good not good.

BFF send me home with her new bike. (:
Kinda of scared but still home safe and sound. HAHA

Meeting up with old pals tonight.
Hope everyone turns up.

kkthxbye

2008-11-06T08:47:00.003+08:00

I had a good time screaming at the Chinese medical hall last night.
Poor dad had a swollen belly.. I pinched him so hard when the chinese doctor healed my sprained ankle.
Love you daddy!

Now I had to walk in a limp and wait for my leg to recover.
Arrrggg, I doubt I can club, again.
This is killing me..

Dearest is so sweet (:
He accompanyed me to work this morning & he is late for his work.
I love you baby.. making me love you more and more each day.

On a ligher note, Im meeting my favourite dollies tonight for dinner (:
It's been such a long time since we had a gathering like that.
And, Im meeting my primary school mates for dinner tomorrow.
Hartono is back in town =D

2008-11-05T08:58:00.005+08:00

Retail therapy yesterday.. bought stuffs for myself and dearest (:
Pampering myself after a long day at work is damnnnnn shiok.

Make-up foundation from Clinique
Bag from Guess
Winter scarf from Wintertime for dearest
2pairs of heels from Hypes
Flats from Kiki
Pants from G2000 & Giordano for dearest
Cleansing liquid and make up remover from Faceshop

30th monthiversary is coming.. this month. Thinking of buying a Kenneth Cole watch for dearest. Any ideas peeps?

Oh yes, is time to introduce my god-daughter. (:
She's such a cutie and lovable.
She's only 3months. Born on the 28th August 2008.
Love her many manyyyyy.

She's such a cutie right?!

My first and only god-daughter knows.

Super duper dote on her (:

God-mummy loves you, lil dawn!

2008-10-30T10:25:00.002+08:00

Been pretty long since I last update my lil space here.
I've been busy with work, family, life & friends.
Just started working as Sales Executive 1month ago.. So far, I'm catching up things fast, doing my job well and having a good time learning from my collegues.

Haven't been stepping into clubs for like 2months or more.. LOL. Pretty much of a goody girlfriend to dearest. (:

Many of my weekends are spent over at dearest's place or having mahjong sessions with my mother and relatives. I feel like a hardcore mahjong freak, seriously.
Playing mahjong with dearest's friends are trilling, especially when we played 50cents,1dollar and especially we are playing "bullet" as in one pay all for whoever snap. Cool huh..can either win or lose 128bucks in a round. And if we happen to "pong" the either one of the three dragons, 5bucks each. Shiok.. but expensive.
Dearest is making me quit mahjong. HAHA.

I need to expand my circle of girlfriends. I've so limited girlfriends know.. but having the few of them are enough for me thou. (:
Have been meeting up old pals recently. Primary school mates' gathering over at Suntec was nice. Squeezing into Jiarui's car was shiok and KTV session at TOP 1 makes me voice-less. But still, I love them all.

What comes around goes around.. this is what someone's EX-gf said. I believe so. The more you make yourself so pityful and blaming all on me, calling me an idiot and dumb.. it turns out to be you eventually.
Im like so.. wow, broke up?
Ohhh, I'm so not bloated with happiness over others' sorrow of cuz. ):

Till then, shall update soon.
Kkthxbye

2008-06-03T10:48:00.002+08:00

More updates soon!!
After I upload tons of pictures..

Photoshoot with Beka. Thanks to Jay & Sham.
Had a tiring morning, without breakfast. I thought Im going to die under the sun.
Total of 3 hours shooting, non-stop. Perhaps a few minutes in between to change our outfits.

Ohh.. I miss dearest so much now.

The Chronicles Of Narnia: Prince Caspian for movie last night.
Rate it 4.5/5 kisses.
William Moseley is god damn hot & cute!
He is only 2 years older than me! HAHA.
Okay, whatever. He is in England & Im in Singapore. -__-"

Dearest is going to get so jealous. HAHA.
More updates soon & pictures. Stay tuned! =)

2008-05-22T11:08:00.002+08:00

Today is Man U's day!
Penalty kick was a nice one. Kicking onto the pole was a bad one.
Overall, last night match was a GREAT one!

Made of Honour for movie & NYNY for dinner.
A bouquet of roses from dearest.
Loads of pictures to be uploaded after I have time to upload. Duh, I'm saying rubbish.

I can't wait to have another short getaway!
Gimme more gimme more gimme gimme more. =))

2008-05-21T16:15:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 2ND YEAR ANNIVERSARY!

Thanks baby for tolerating my nonsense & attitude for the past 2 years.
Without you, I doubt I will become someone who is so career-minded now. We will hold our hands tight & together & walk through the red carpet in the years to come.
Despite that we had a big tiff last night, you still gave in & made the most effort to hold me back.
I love you dear.

Dearest promised me another short getaway in July. =))
I'm a happy girl now.

On a lighter note, BFF passed me this personality link in msn & I decided to try it out.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

Kind and GentleYour kindness is your charm -
you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.
(This paragraph abit wrong I guess. LOL)

Im off from work & going to meet dearest for movie & dinner!
And to add things better, tonight is big game for Man U & Chelsea!
Dearest supports Chelsea & Im supporting Man U! Woohoo~

Okay, thxbye.
Loves.

2008-05-15T16:52:00.001+08:00

What had been promised last night is a whole life promise.
Yes, we had always been able to cross all obstacles together, I know it.

On a lighter note, dearest booked a hotel room over the weekend for our 2nd year anniversary.
Well, I guess I should be more than happier thou most of the resorts & short getaways we went to ask are fully booked. Hongkong, Taipei, Genting, Bintan, Phuket, Bangkok. All fully booked.
Including Batam as well. (I should have book weeks ago)
Yes, I know this is a long weekend in which Monday is a public holiday. Duh, Riz Carton & Swissotel are fully booked as well.
So dearest booked Grand Copthorne Waterfront Hotel. I told dearest we can go for Zouk/Phuture that night. HAHA.

Half an hour more, Im packing & leaving for home.
Yay-ness!

2008-05-14T11:11:00.004+08:00

Hi bloggy, I guess this time round is only you and me.

I realise I have fuck up my life all these while.
My whole family went Malaysia for Great-grandmother's funeral & Im left behind cuz Im working & currently on probation. Yes, I felt very guilty.

But now I realised being in love is not just both parties thing. It involves committment, families & friends.
It was the not first time I was being thrown alone.
First 2 times were at Orchard & Bugis. The third time happened last night.
Due to the same reason, again.

No, I dont blame anyone. Cuz I know being a good gf needs to understand your bf's circumstances.
Yes, I did. But I realised all my efforts had not been appreciated.
End up, I was said to be ridiculous & unreasonable.
No, once again. I don't blame anyone. Cuz people always think Im someone who is attitude, which I admit myself.

And to add things worse, my hp was on silent mode while charging. Hence, all calls could not be feel even with the vibration mode on.
Once again, I was asked to pick up my fucking phone when Im sleeping which I don't know anything.
The next thing I know, the same thing happened again. History repeats itself.

Work. I have been so stressful about my work. Even when Im sleeping, I will dream bout all the work documents. Scary right? Indeed.

I have so much things to blog & rant & whine.
But I kept all to myself. Cuz right now, I realised I have been busy working that I've neglected all my girlfriends & friends.
I don't know who to call up. Don't know how to speak my mind....

A cool down period is what I need.
Don't ask me did anything happen between me and bf again.
Yes, we have some problems now. And for those who wish to see us break off, yes, you guys should buy lottery. Not everyone has their wish come true.

The bonding is strong, the bonding is there.

2008-03-27T22:04:00.002+08:00

Woke up at a freaking time of 6am in the morning & get my ass outta the house at 7.20am.
Trained to TPY & took a bus to work.

First day of work..
Great, nice & best of all, I pick things up fast!
Learning the SAP system wasn't that hard as I thought.
Dearest had been calling me several times today cuz he was worried bout me. So cute, love him to the bits. =)
Colleagues are friendly. They guided me along & helped me with all those sales processing orders.
Yet, I only managed to leave the office at 6pm.
Damn shagged.

Dearest agreed to sponsor my cab fare home after work today cuz he knew I was tired & the new pair of heels which he bought for me yesterday had been hurting me the whole day.
My poor feet has blisters.
So sweet of baby!

It will be a long weekend for me this week. Dearest's colleague invited us over her place for housewarming buffet on Saturday & we're going on grocery shopping on Sunday for my new workstation.
Snacks, new cup, new stationary-holder & photoframe to place our photo!

Im off to bed now.
Have to adjust my timing back to early sunrise, early sunset.

2008-03-25T23:02:00.018+08:00

Hello bloggy, sorry for not updating you for days.
Your owner is so darn lazy.

Met dearest after his work at Suntec for retail therapy & dinner.
Bought office attire & pizza for dinner.
Im starting work on this coming Thursday, 27th March 2007.
Great, after so much time wasted on sending resumes to agencies & companies, & going for interviews & interviews, I finally found a job which I liked. Job-scope & office environment are nice.
Interviews with HR manager, followed by Managing Director. I guess I performed quite well during the interviews with them. They offered me the job on the spot. Guess I managed to scape through though. LOL.
The salary they offered is quite attractive, as what I expected though I wanted much higher. But my diploma cert is not yet achieved so I can't expect much.

Last Friday, dearest & I attended one of his colleague's musical play at a church at Bedok.
Nice & entertaining. The senior pastor gave a speech at the end of the play. The words & the people touched me. I nearly cried.
Dearest said I was silly. LOL .

And not to forget, Happy 22nd Month Anniversary!

Mummy is the best!
She bought me my favourite durian puffs from EmiCake.
Yummy-ious!

And, she also bought siblings & I a box of chcolate mousses!

Attended my girlfriend's wedding two weeks ago.
Congratulation Yvonne!
Had a fun time with the girls.
We played pranks on the groom. We received alot of red packets & most importantly, we are glad to see our girlfriend getting married to the one she loved.
Supposedly there are more pictures to upload, but Im lazy to elaborate on the events so I will just post up the group pictures taken on that grand day.

Out with Warren few days back. Seoul Garden, Swensens, Cafe Cartel & movies with that dude.
Caught Step Up 2 at Plaza Singapura & Rule #1 at The Grand Cathay.
What can I say more bout Step Up 2?
One word, IMPRESSIVE!
Hot body & hot dance. Hot moves & great Hip-Hop dancers.
Rule #1 did scare the wits out of me.
Thanks Warren for the meals & movies!

And not to forget, Warren is damn talented in playing piano.
He played Jay Zhou's piano scores so darn well!

Introducing the chef of the day, Warren!

And he tried to act like one Jap guy. Well, I think he looked more like a lady in this picture. HAHA!

Alrights,
shall end this entry with some loves. =)

2008-02-28T02:04:00.004+08:00

Now I understand why do girls always rake up the past & end up quarreling with boyfriend.
Cuz this is what Im doing now. Reading up dearest's previous blog entries & getting myself irritated.
Irritated not cuz of his ex-girlfriends (Dearest only has one ex gf & the relationship lasted less than 3months), but irritated by his entries commenting about this & that pretty girl he saw.
Okay, I think I should feel happy that Im considered the first gf dearest had but still, the curiosity & the many many attempts to know his past just made me feel so irritated.
I think Im mad, I think I need to see a doctor.
To me, I always think that dearest is very devoted. Perhaps thats why I felt so uneasy regarding his previous blog entries.
Damn, now I can't get to sleep & keep pondering.
And damn, if dearest is with me now, I guess I will stare at him with my fiery eyes & demand some stupid explanations when he do not need to explain.
Simply cuz is all in the past.
Teo Wei Fung, wake up your idea can!

Anyway, I have a long update and many many pictures.
But most of the pictures are in Jen's digicam.
I will mass update on Friday when I meet my girls again for Phuture-ing.

I have interviews in the morning and afternoon later.
I guess I better hit my bed now.

2008-02-26T00:10:00.003+08:00

I can't get to sleep & dearest had been nudging me to go sleep. LOL.
Im waiting for my Macdonald delivery now.
I guess I should cut down on my diet. I've been having supper for days & I did not excerise abit at all.

My bluetooth adapter can't work for god sake. Now I can't upload pictures.
I think Im damn stress with all those jobs findings.
I've been selected as shortlisted candidates but I think I still wanna go back to trading line.
I've a hard time thinking of which line I want to get in to!

Okay, I know Im whining & whining & whining.
Just let me whine lah, ok?

2008-02-25T21:02:00.003+08:00

Just got home not long.
Interviews in the afternoon. Dinner with dearest just now.
Home sweet home.

Short update over the weekends.
Weekends were spent over at dearest's house. Competing with one another over a game at Viwawa.
Sushido.
We used to play lan games, Battlefield, as our past times thou.
Great way to save money and spent time with one another. =))

This coming saturday is my sub-paper for my PBM. Gon mug hard again.
Sunday is dearest's grandmother's birthday. Will be celebrating with his family & relatives.
On the other hand, Im thinking of going to Vivo to support Joann & her RP mates for the Danceworks Competition. Dancing has always been my passion but I barely have time to go for practices either at school or studio.
I guess this weekend is gon be busy.

On a lighter note, my beloved sister's birthday is coming.
Jenny Yap!
Will be meeting my girlfriends on Wednesday & Friday.
I can't wait! LOL.

Im off to mug now. Dearest is going to kill me if I flunk this paper again.
Oh mann..

2008-02-22T16:28:00.017+08:00

I know I haven't been updating my blog for @#$%^days.
Well, partly cuz Im too lazy to update & I've been playing mahjong for the past few weeks, almost everyday. Yes, I feel like a hardcore mahjong addict now. Wtf?

On a lighter note, met dearest last night for our 21st month anniversary.
Dinner & retail therapy.
Back to dearest's home afterwhich.

I LOVE BABY!

Happy 21st month anniversary!

I know this is a very backdated entry.
Yuanping convinced me to go Obar with her friends last Saturday. LOL.
Hit the club with Michelle, Yuanping & two of her guy friends, Terence & Melvyn.
Had fun & laughter.
I enjoyed the night with them still.
Shall let the pictures do the talking.

Jeans babe!

Michelle & Fang.

Shots & more shots.

Group picture.

Cabbed back to Yishun around 4am. YuanPing was super drunk. Sent her back to YongXing's place & headed off to 925 for supper with Michelle.
Saw Qide & Bencheng over there. Crapped awhile & decided to go Yishun Dam for chilling after supper. Qide sent us home around 6am in the morning.

Qide & Bencheng.

Qide.

BenCheng.

Michelle & Fang

Loves!

2008-02-15T14:51:00.021+08:00

Yesterday was Valentine's Day. Dearest gave me a surprise.
Yes, I love surprises.
Cabbed down to Suntec to meet dearest & walked over to Esplanade. Dearest made a reservation at an Italian restaurant.

Had our dinner at AL DENTE TRATTORIA.

The set dinner started off with a starter, quail meat.

Comes with a bowl of Cream of Carrot.

Main course.

And end with a Heart-shape chocolate cake with two glasses of champagne.

Well, of cuz I would not forget to cam-whore.

The 12roses that dearest gave me.

Dearest.

Dearest & I.

After a fabulous dinner, we strolled down the pathway along the river. Everywhere was full of couples. What a Valentine's Day.
Remind us on our first date back in year06 when we first knew each other.
Memories. =))

Cabbed back to dearest's house afterwhich.

On top of the dinner & roses, dearest bought me a box of Valentine's Day doughnuts!
Just when Im craving for doughnuts.. HAHA.
The doughnuts are so beautiful that I don't bear to eat them up. LOL.

Dearest is darn sweet last night. He bought me supper cuz he scared Im not full from the dinner.
Mcwings, wanton noodles & chee horfan.
Yummy-ious!

Time passed so fast & it was our 2nd Valentine's day we had celebrated together.
Thanks baby, for everything you had done. Despite you keep saying it is a waste of money to celebrate Valentine's Day, you still made an effort to make me happy & feel fortunate.
I will always hold you tight & fulfil our promise that we had made to one another.
Love you baby!

2008-02-09T05:30:00.000+08:00

Some dumbass-es just speak their fucking minds without considering the fact that I have a boyfriend.
Are they fucking dumb or what?

And Im blogging at this hour when everyone should be asleep. Well, cuz I just reached home not long ago & Im uploading songs into my Ipod so I can listen while on my way to Malaysia in the afternoon. Dearest is sleeping like a pig now.
Dearest is not going with me cuz I will only be back on god-knows-when. Hopefully I can come back on Monday. But I know he will miss me alot. HAHA.
:DD

Movie marathon with dearest. Rambo 4 & Ahlong Pte Ltd.
Love both movies. 4/5 kisses.
Mark Lee is damn cute, I like. LOL.

Shall update on CNY after I come back next week.. with pictures. =)

2008-02-06T15:16:00.000+08:00

Im a happy girl again today!
Mum bought me a new celly. I LOVE MY MUM!

Nokia 6500slide.

Will be heading over to dearest's grandma's house for reunion dinner later. =)
Well, dearest is going to bring me to buy my memory card for my new celly first.

Till then, shall update again!

2008-02-05T17:07:00.000+08:00

CNY is coming in 2days' time!

Went ShengShiong Supermarket with parents at 4am in the morning. LOL.
Headed to 3outlets & all 3outlets are closed. No choice, we had to go to some wet market & bought our stuffs there cuz relatives are coming over my place for dinner.
Reached home at 6.30am & I just dropped dead on my bed.
Some asses just kept bombing my phones & messaging me. I nearly scold the shit out of them.
Idiots.
We can't have reunion dinner cuz Grandma just passed away last year & Mum says that Grandma had to eat a day before us. LOL.

Yes, my place is filled with relatives & I feel like smacking my lil cousins now. HAHA.

Guess I won't be updating as often cuz Im going to be busy with collecting red packets & mahjong-ing with my friends. I can't wait!
Right now, Im waiting for dearest to come over my place for dinner & perhaps some mahjong sessions. HAHA.
FYI, yours truely just woke up & she's going to play online mahjong now. =)

2008-02-03T23:06:00.001+08:00

Last night was clubbing session with my girlfriends at Phuture.
Melanie, Stef, Beka, Christie & Peiling.
Peiling brought her guy friend along, Johnathan.
Dearest picked all of them up at Cine and drove us to Zouk. Reached there around 10pm & there was like not much people yet. The crowd only swarmed in around 11pm.
Cam-whored & drank some brooze. There was some sort of breakdance "competition" among some guys at the dancefloor. LOL
25bucks for some danceshow? HAHA.
I had a hard time time juggling between my two sides of girlfriends. But Im glad all of them hit off pretty well. At least it shows how socialable & friendly we are. =))

Alot of things happened last night. Shall not elaborate more.
The music only can be hear-able after 2am. Christie was like freaking high & all of us had a hard time controlling her.
But still, I enjoyed my night with my girls.
Danced till lights on, 4am. Dearest came to fetch me and sent Stef & Beka back. Thanks baby!
Im lazy to elaborate more so shall let the pictures do the talking.

BEKA. Been ages I saw her mann.

STEF.

MELANIE. I LOVE HER TONS.

CHRISTIE.

PEILING.

L-R: Christie, Peiling & Fang.

My girls. Sexy us! HAHA.

L-R: Melanie, Stef, Christie, Fang, Peiling & Christie.

The girls who made up my night! I love them.

2008-02-02T15:01:00.000+08:00

I went clubbing last night despite the fact I have exam this morning.

Phuture-ed with Dave, Ivan, Brandon, Fiona, Cheryll & others.
Dave came to fetch me with his friend at my house and cabbed over to Zouk. Somebody take pay already so offered to pay for my entrance fee & cab fare. HAHA.
Met the others there & opened bottles. Drank & alil tipsy. Music was hella-good.
Dave was supposed to send me home but he was drunk at the end of the day. End up I was the one who send him home.
Ivan & guys kept on disappeared & left both of us alone. What a night to end with.
What the heck.
He said alot of stupid words & did alot of dumb things.
Great, I could even hardly manage on my own & I have to send him home. At least he was sober enough to pass me 50bucks for the cab fare. LOL.
Thats what good friends are for. HAHA.
That silly guy dropped his celly on the cab & Im silly enough not to notice the celly anywhere when I alighted. Double greatness!
Despite he drank so much last night, he still managed to wake up so early & gave me a call at 11am to tell me his celly dropped.
Made me so guilty.

Dearest came to fetch me from school after my exam. Headed to some hawker centre for his Bak Ku Teh.
Wanted to go Ikea but Im too lazy to walk around. So he drove me to AMK Hub to pass key to my ex-lady boss.
Ex-lady boss wants me to study Early Childhood so I can help her in the childcare. Im still considering but I guess I want to start off with a new job with new experience.

Will be going Phuture tonight with my girlfriends. I can't wait to hit the clubs with them.
Cam-whore & dance & brooze. Nothing goes better than the company that counts!

Random pic of Dearest & I. He loves to hold my hand when he is driving. HAHA.

2008-01-31T20:48:00.000+08:00

WeiFang is not a good girl today.
She did not mug for tomorrow papers at all. Cuz she was busy with her online mahjong!

Im so into holiday moods now! Can't wait for CNY to come so I can start off with my mahjong sessions!
First two days are mahjong sessions with aunts & cousins. Third & fourth day are reserved for Malaysia trip. Dearest has to work on the first two days. =(
Im still trying to persuade him to go with me to Malaysia. Heh.
After I come back to Singapore, will be mahjong sessions & more mahjong sessions with friends. HAHA.
I can't wait to go clubbing on Saturday with my girlfriends. Finally Im free from exams & school days.
Well, Im supposed to continue my study path for degree thou. Hmmm, I want to be as successful as dearest. I also want to have a degree cert like him. Dearest had been telling me private cert will be recognized. But dearest graduated from NTU, not those private schools. He won't know either. Guess he just want to console me. LOL.

Dearest don't allow me to go clubbing tomorrow night cuz I got paper on Saturday morning.
My mum is addicted to the online mahjong Im playing now. HAHA.

Okok, I shall go mug now.

Hello, COPYCAT. Do you enjoy reading my entries everyday?

2008-01-30T18:53:00.000+08:00

You are one jerk/bastard/asshole/fucker.
You fucking go find your girlfriend instead of coming to me & whine & try to be funny.
Please ask your girlfriend stop acting like one bimbo.
You are just a piece of useless shit who only know how not to take things into your pride.
Understand, fucker?

What will you do if the situation below happens to you?

1) You have a bf/gf. Somehow you know another party unknowingly & developed feelings for one another. Will you give up your loved for the other party?

2) You like this particular party but he/she is attached. Will you be the one breaking up the relationship or will you be the one offering to step out?

3) You had an affair with someone who is attached. You wanted so much to step out but he/she keeps holding you back. Will you be heartless enough to leave everything behind or will you be the softhearted one to stay back & be the third party?

Nothing much to update. Waiting for dearest to pick me up for dinner.

2008-01-30T01:22:00.000+08:00

Retail therapy did not turn out great.
Bought a pair of heels & a dress only. I still need more shopping sprees!
I need to buy more heels & dresses! I wanted to buy a bag but I realized I had bought a couple of handbags way back in Thailand. Wanted to buy more tops but dearest said I should wear dresses. Simple & nice. Great, he can spend lesser that way. What a great idea. Feel like smacking him. HAHA.
PB sister bought me a pair of shorts when she was shopping at Bugis in the afternoon. :D
143-ed back to dearest's home.
Cam-whored on his bed while he was bathing. Cuddled alil & he drove me back. Home sweet home.
:DD

And damn, i had a hard time trying to upload my pictures to blogger. Finally & finally, the pictures are uploaded. What the heck.
Im starting to consider changing over to LiveJournal if blogger continues to have errors.

The one I longed for everyday.

Current boyfriend, future husband-to-be.

I tried to act artistic but it seems that dearest's bedsheet doesn't go well with it.

Nights everyone!

2008-01-29T13:44:00.000+08:00

Next paper is on Friday and last paper is on Saturday!

Last week when I met up with Lesner, I asked him if I slimmed down.
He said: Ya, you slimmed abit huh.
I stared at him attentively & asked again.
Then he replied me: No lah, you have never been fat before what.
HAHA. Stupid brother. So cute. =)

Fuck that guy who called me at 6am in the morning for breakfast!

Meeting dearest for retail therapy after his work tonight.
I need to get my heels, few dresses & few tops & I should be done with my CNY shopping.
I still have a couple of jeans that I bought from Thailand that time with dearest.
Dearest is going to kill me. LOL.
But I know he loves me. HAHA.
Dearest wants to marry me! Okok, I know Im getting quite far away from my blog entry.

Im going to play online mahjong now. Tired from mugging already.
I have short concentration span.

2008-01-28T23:01:00.000+08:00

Today paper was a bitch.
Did gave my best shot thou but no confidence anyway.
Saw Eric & Jiaxiong at 219 basketball court. Slacked & crapped awhile. Basketball-ed alil & home sweet home.
Was supposed to meet dearest for dinner. He wanted to drive down to my place & bring me for dinner but he was tired as well.
Asked him to rest at home & meet tomorrow instead.

Younger sister's O Levels results are okays. Managed to get into polys with the results. Congratulation, PB SISTER!

Im glad everything is clarified & my girlfriend is free from those nonsensical blog posts.
It turned out that the person had actually find the wrong person & my girlfriend was the victim. Had a hard time trying to find out who that person was.

On a lighter note, I told my mother that I won't be home early this coming saturday cuz Im going clubbing with my girlfriends.

Mother: Why never ask me go also?
Me: You go for what? I go with my friends leh. You got go these kind of places one meh?
Mother: I just went Dragonfly last week with Lily Aunt lor.
Me: Woah, now havoc already lah. Go also never ask me go.
Mother: You never ask me go clubbing also what.
Me: I go zouk this saturday leh.
Mother: Then I go MOS with Lily lor.
Me: Wahlao eh mother! You also know MOS arh?

Damn it!
Not only whole family knows how to play mahjong, (including my younger siblings), now they also damn havoc.
Whats the world becoming mann?

2008-01-27T22:18:00.000+08:00

Dearest just left my home.
He taught me on Business Statistics & I guessed Im going to mug hard through the night.
Promised dearest to get at least a B for it.
Weekends were spent over at dearest's house. Was supposed to mug but we spent almost half the day sleeping. LOL.

Saturday:
Lunch-ed with dearest's grandma & cousin at Crystal Jade Kitchen.
Grandma said it had been a long time she saw me. LOL.
Dearest's parents went overseas for holidays. Whole home is so quiet.
Went Chomp Chomp for late dinner/supper. We lost our way due to following the wrong car. HAHA. Dearest followed the car which was heading home. End up, we drove around the area for 20minutes before finding our way to the hawker centre.

Today:
Woke up early in the morning to do house spring cleaning. Got dragged out of bed by Mother.
Cleaned my wardrobe & cleared those unwanted clothes.
Freaking tired.

Oh yes, humans have only 24hours each day to do useful stuffs. It is sooo wrong to divert our attention to things that are not worth our attention.
Likewise, I've been reading up cyber harrassment this whole afternoon for the sake of my girlfriend. So now I know, if we were to report sensitive issues that may cause depression or frustration in our life, we are free to lodge a report and send in witnesses towards the police station. The most ultimate evidence will be the IP address of cuz.
The thing we have to do is to capture the sceenshot of the blog that caused sensitive reactions to prevent the culprit from deleting the blog so to print out & hold as one evidence. IP address like: 222. 164. 8. 69 is a must of cuz.

Of cuz, this is one of the evidence.. Well, next will be printing out of the blog url. =)

So hey dumbass, if you don't mind, please don't delete the blog yet so we can print out you see.
We really want to see who is your boyfriend and does he have so much charm to actually make his gf so duper dumb & childish. Please dont try to act like one twit.
Why do you want to act like one retard when you are normal human being?
Your actions tell it all, my dear. Get a life & repent your wrongdoings.
We will be able to forgive you if you admit your mistakes. But still, lesson has to be learn so you can beg my girlfriend from reporting this matter.
FYI, IP address is INDEED useful. I thought you should be able to know some basic computer knowledge before creating a blog just for my girlfriend? Now I reckon, NO, you don't know anything. You just know how to hide behind a computer screen and trying to attract those attention that your boyfriend can't give you. So poor thing.. =((
Well, maybe you can let us know how bored you are so we can try our very best to entertain you to the max.
:DD

2008-01-25T13:35:00.000+08:00

WeiFang is not going to play mahjong for this whole week only after her majors are over. (Online mahjong is exceptional.)
WeiFang is not going clubbing only after her majors are over.
WeiFang is going to mug real hard and really hard for her majors.

Im sorry, peeps! For rejecting the mahjong sessions & clubbing sessions!
I need to get good grades before I graduate.

Anyway, Im meeting dearest tonight after his work for another shopping spree.
He promised me last night if I mug hard this afternoon.
So this shall be a short entry cuz I need to mug now. =))

2008-01-24T00:08:00.000+08:00

Just got home not long ago.
Mugging session with Jiarui, Vincent, SiHan, Jerold & WaiTing. All of us overslept when we were supposed to meet at 12pm. LOL.
Lunch-ed at Causeway Point. Off to Civic Plaza Mac for mugging. PeiQi came to join us for a short while and left around 5pm.
Fruitful trip, got 3chapters into my head now.
Personality, Perceptive & Organizational Culture.

Personality.. Some people have the tendency of being childish & like to do idiotic things. They are irritating.

The guys entertained me with lots of jokes and riddles. I nearly die from laughing.
Mugged till 11pm and trained home with the guys.

Last night was mahjong session with YuanPing, YongXing & Michelle over at YongXing's house.
Headed home after 2rounds. Too shag to continue playing.

Mugging session!

Vincent.

Jiarui.

The guys.

Im off to play online mahjong now. Nights!

2008-01-21T22:50:00.000+08:00

Firstly, wanna wish dearest a
Happy 20th Month Anniversary!

Had mugging session at Lesner's place in the noon. I nearly dozed off alot of times. Half of the afternoon was spent watching Good Luck Chunk in his computer. LOL.

Met dearest in town for shopping spree. Bought 2dresses only but dearest paid for all. Thanks baby! Saw Amanda & Jean at Far East. They were there just in time to give me an opinion on the dress I bought. Thanks girls!
Despite dearest being so shag, he still accompanied me. He had been slogging himself at work for weeks. New projects & overtime hours. He don't even have off days for CNY cuz he is working for Japan market.
Im such a bad gf. =(
Sooo, I send dearest home & trained home myself.

I guess pretty much Singaporeans are going to kill themselves tonight. Singapore shares dropped & inflation is occurring. Recession will be next.
Great, just when people are graduating & finding jobs, recession is going to happen. Prices increase, people are getting poorer.
Needy people can start to jump down from buildings soon.
I can start to be jobless in no time.
Oil prices are increasing. The next thing we know, everyone will have no money to buy oil and starve ourselves to death.
Cab fares are so high & everyday we have to squeeze ourselves in the train.
Please, let the economy improves.

Best Brother always, Lesner Chua!

The guy of my life, Heng HONGEN!

My 16years of real blood sister, WEINI.

Goodnight everyone! Gonna start mugging.

2008-01-20T22:54:00.000+08:00

Im a happy girl today.
Finished my mahjong session at 7.30am in the morning. Trained to dearest's house after I went home to change.
Slept all the way to 8pm in the night. LOL.
Dearest don't bear to wake me up so he went for dinner himself and bought my dinner as well. Thanks baby.
Still, we managed to took some pictures while Im half-awake. HAHA.
One more hour to go & it will be our 20th month anniversary.
Can't wait to get to our 2yr anniversary.
God, Valentine's Day is coming. I haven't think of what to buy for dearest yet. Jen & I were so lost. Been discussing this topic for weeks. LOL.

Im freaking shag now. I still need to replenish my beauty sleep after I finish putting on my face mask. Dearest says Im very vain & says he is going to kill me if I don't hit the bed right now. =)
Nights.

2008-01-19T21:43:00.000+08:00

Im already lacking my beauty sleep.
Yet I keep on receiving calls & messages in the mid hours & morning. =((

The ice-cream man was downstairs ringing his bell to sell ice-cream in the afternoon. I asked my brother to go down and buy me bread with ice-cream. Chocolate.
He came back with mixed flavors which I don't eat. No chocolate at all.
Whats wrong with him mann?

Was supposed to go clubbing with Jiarui. But the whole plan was cancelled. Im too shag to hit the clubs & he was also shag from coaching swimming. I doubt I can even dance the night away. Most prolly I will faint on the spot. HAHA.
So tonight will be spent playing mahjong with Auntie, Peiling & Christie at Auntie's house till morning.
Im sooo sleepy. My eyes are closing soon.
Hope I don't zha hu later. HAHA.

Only a fool will believe the lies.
How dumb can a human get to?
Too bad, I don't have the passion for acting. If not I will get the Golden Horse Award.

Got to start preparing and head over to Auntie's house. Pray for my winnings!
Nights!

2008-01-19T00:31:00.000+08:00

Just got home not long ago.
Movie with dearest.
THE FLOCK. Give it 3/5kisses. Not bad. Plot is alright. Just alil trilled.

Was supposed to go drinking & clubbing. But Im too tired & lazy to hit the clubs.
Jiarui asked me to go Zouk-ing tomorrow. Shall see bout that.

School is over, GREAT!
CNY is coming, DOUBLE GREAT!
Exams are coming, DAMN IT!

Childish imbecile people.

2008-01-18T18:57:00.000+08:00

Im soooo dead beat.
Finally, assignments period are over. Is my last day of school today. The feeling..I don't know how to describe.
Through the courses, I know alot of great friends. They are always the one who made up my day whenever Im feeling down in school.
From last year March, Belle & I had been good friends. We shared almost everything under the sun & skipped lectures together.
Eunice & I had been friends since primary school. We lost contact & through MDIS, we know each other once again.
The bunch of friends who made the class lively. I'll definitely miss them.
There was once the whole class was united. We signed a petition to complain a lecturer who gave wrong focus on OB. HAHA.

A new chapter of my life is going to begin again.
Typing my resume, finding jobs & going for interviews. I want to get a nice & stable job so I can save up money for alot alot of things. I still want to have fun, not going into working society so soon. HAHA.

Before this new chapter begins, I will have to finish my studying path.
I have to retake 3stupid subpapers & 2main exams. Im dyingggggg.
Stress!
So lack of beauty sleep recently. =((

I miss my penguin.
I really need to de-stress!

I know my words are hurtful. Im sorry.

Without You, life's a song with no end
Without You, like having a heart that won't mend
Without You, we're just actors on a stage
Like a child who's lost his way
We wouldn't be here today without You

2008-01-18T04:10:00.000+08:00

I don't get it why am I being such a nice person here.
Perhaps I do not want to carry the name of seducing other's boyfriend.

Just hang up with somebody on the phone. He told me about his problems these few days. He is very stress nowadays. Well, partly was because of me thou. LOL. I've such a big impact. I didn't know that. His workload is killing him as well. Poor thing.
Jealously kills. Now I truely know it. But well, is the trust in a relationship. If you don't even have the basic trust, then why do you hold on to the relationship?
Anddddd, because of my blog entries, this period of time is sooooo sensitive.
This whole shit is making me laugh and making up my day.

Due to come reasons, I've decided to keep confidential of names to prevent anymore conflicts.
I do not want to carry the name of breaking up others' relationships. LOL.

Dinner with somebody. He picked me up at 8plus and was supposed to have KFC at Northpoint but the carpark was full. Hence, headed elsewhere for KFC.
Was supposed to have Seoul Garden cause he promised me a meal. But well, due to some reason, we postponed to next week, provided he don't have outfield.
Is always cause of him, I cant eat what Im craving. Zzzz.
First, was BBQ steamboat. We missed it cause we couldn't find our way to Plaza Singa to find Ivan & Marc.
Secondly, was my Bak Ku Teh. We missed it cause we couldn't find our way there. But still, managed to eat it in the end.
Thirdly, was my Seoul Garden. Always missed it due to he ended work late & the buffet time was over.
From last year till now! I want my Seoul Garden!

Im off to sleep now. Tired from playing online mahjong..

2008-01-16T22:38:00.001+08:00

Wasn't feeling very great when I woke up in the morning.
Best friend is such a nice guy. He treated me to Sakae Sushi despite the fact he hates sushi.
I just kept ordering & he was sitting there playing his celly's games & paid up afterwhich.
Off to Yishun Safra for pool.
Saw Nigel & Vincent washing their cars. LOL.

Headed to dearest's house for my assignments. Well, the night ended up with both dearest & I falling asleep. HAHA.

My best friend, Tinghui.

I ate all these myself. HAHA.

It's RAMEN's time!

Nigel & Vincent washing their cars.

Tinghui.

Fang.

In Tinghui's car.

Shall end my entry. Nights!

2008-01-15T13:10:00.000+08:00

Was supposed to go school for presentation in the morning but all of us overslept. Conferenced with Eunice, Belle & Serene in the morning. Decided to present on Thursday. Great, now I have time to finish up my assignment & hand in to the lecturer altogether.
Alrights, Im gon get prepare & meet Jen at Sembawang. She's going to kill me for being late. =))

Anyone wanna go Zouk-ing this Friday?

14th Jan 08:

Skipped morning and afternoon lectures. Was woken up by somebody's message in the morning. Met up with Lebelle & Serene at Causeway Point for lunch before heading to Eunice's house. Pastamania-ed. Liangyu came over soon and off to Eunice's house for assignments & projects.
Slacked till evening time before really started off with some proposals. Was supposed to meet that somebody for dinner but due to some arrangements, we decided to meet either today or tomorrow. But poor me have to do assignments so can't meet him as well.
We spent almost the whole afternoon gossiping & blog-hopping. Online shopping & mahjong. Played with Belle's DS most of the time. Dearest came to fetch me home around 9plus cause Im lazy. HAHA. I know he dotes on me the most. Thanks dearest!

Im lazy to blog more so shall let the pictures do the talking.

Shall introduce Eunice's room. Hello Kitty Fan.

Taking picture with her big Hello Kitty.

The only guy in our group, Liangyu.

Eunice with her Hello Kitty helment.

Lebelle & Fang.

Serene & Fang.

Playing "finger-games" with Hello Kitty.

We were gossiping & Liangyu was playing online mahjong. LOL.

The girls. =))

Dearest & I in the car.

Fang =))

2008-01-13T21:28:00.001+08:00

I know this is a random post.

Well, cause Im chatting with Lesner in msn and we realised that it had been a long time we meet up also..
So this post is for him.

I know him since we were in secondary school. Classmates for 2years and that period was a torture for me. He never stops bullying me and making fun of me.
Especially calling me names and treating me like a man.
Thats not the end. We were in the same Elective class - History. Sat beside one another and failed our history together, but he passed his O Levels. What an ass.
After we graduated, we became close friends and always hang out together. Be it movies, lunch, dinner or catching up.
It has been 6years since I know him.
The reason I love him as my brother is cause he knows me the best &
he says I have nice eyes & am attractive. HAHA.

Lesner Chua Ming Jin, happy to see this post dedicated to you?

2008-01-13T19:27:00.000+08:00

12th Jan 08:

Dad dropped his celly on some bus to Malaysia and the kind soul called home to return the celly. So being a good daughter, I went to pick up the celly at Tamp. Dave picked me up at 8plus in the night and drove me to take the celly. Send me back afterwhich and started my mahjong session with Dearest, YuanPing, YongXing, KhangYong & Michelle. My house was like one gambling den. HAHA. Had fun, won 18bucks. =)

13th Jan 08:

Had mahjong session till 5.30am in the morning. Dearest and I slept till 11am and I got to wake up. Gary came to pick me up at 12pm. Been a long time since I met up with him. Headed to Vivo.
Movie & lunch. LE GRAND CHEF. Give it a 3.5/5kisses! Touching & funny.
THE BOSSES for lunch.
That dude need to book in by 7pm so he drove me home.
I hate the rain. We were enjoying the wind in his Mercs SLK when the weather started to pour. What a day! Still, we were lucky enough to close the car-roof just in time. HAHA.

Gary & Fang.

Blow me away.

Hello fuckface, do you enjoy viewing my blog?

2008-01-09T22:31:00.000+08:00

Im one emo-freak today. I cried like nobody business. My whole mind was full of fucking & useless things that I shouldn't even think about.

Yes, Im stupid. The last thing anyone would do was to actually cabbed down to the stupid school for a stupid class test and knowing that you yourself did not even study for that fucking test and yet still wasted that fucking 15bucks for the fucking cab-fare. And I was that stupid young lady here. What's worse is I only spend a fucking 5minutes writing my name and answering the 5 fucking MCQ questions without answering the rest of the fucking short answers questions and left that fucking classroom. G-R-E-A-T!

I strolled down my fucking phonebook to find someone to share my problems with. Yes, Im bloating up all my problems to myself. There are so much things that I could not share with hubby. There are things that should be kept personal.
I wanted so much to give up everything and faint or get into coma like the other day.
I wanted so much to scream at everybody and ask them to FUCK OFF.
I wanted so much to find someone for me to kill/murder/strangle.
I wanted so much to just tell anyone. Just ANYONE to be my listening ear.
I wanted so much to stay worried-free.
I wanted so much to cry as hard as I could.

I just want somebody to be my listening ear.

Don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

2008-01-08T12:46:00.001+08:00

A short update on what happened over the weekend.
And damn, Im freaking hungry now. Craving for Seoul Garden right now.. LOL.

6th Jan 08:

Woke up early morning and set off to Malaysia for cousin's wedding. Mummy hired a van and everybody gathered at my house.
It is nice to see my relatives getting married and having kids soon after. I wonder when will it be my turn. Hubby don't know want to marry me not. LOL.
But still, got plans to get married. We are saving up money now!

The ceremony started at 1pm and our table is the only Singaporean table. LOL.
Shall let the pictures do the talking..

Cousin & I in the van.

The groom & us.

With my Malaysian relatives.

The bride and the groom.

Dad & my aunt on the stage singing.

My 2 aunts..

My cousin's gf & I singing on the stage.

My Malaysia family.

5th Jan 08:

Met hubby at Tpy before heading off to town. Had LJS for dinner before meeting Shannon, Steven & Sherilynn. Off to Dragonfly to celebrate Sherilynn's birthday. Birthday girl was drunk and I had a hard time controlling her. LOL. Hubby had too much of drinks and he was high as well. Danced and danced. Home sweet home around 4am.

2008-01-05T20:18:00.000+08:00

It is just the beginning of year 2008 yet alot of feelings are within my thoughts.
I doubt I will be able to get my diploma cert at the rate Im absenting myself from lectures and flunking my exams.
Just take today's sub paper as example. Im gon start saving up money for remodule. I bet hubby is damn disappointed in me. Sorry baby. =((
I tried..

I wonder how does someone faces another person when he says another to somebody else.
Either he is lying through his teeth or he doesn't mean what he says.
I see, so this is how scary humans are.

My whole mind is twirling with MLTR-25minutues too late.
boy i missed your kisses all the time but
this is twenty five minutes too late
though you travelled so far
boy i'm sorry you are
twenty five minutes too late

Im gon get prepared and dressed up. Meeting hubby later at 10pm to celebrate Sherilynn's birthday with friends.

2008-01-01T23:08:00.000+08:00

Say BYEBYE to 2007 & welcome 2008!

Year 2007 had been a great and bad year.
Friends come and go & my true friends are always there for me.
Hubby had been nice and real nice all the times.
Family is always there to support me in whatever decision I made.

My resolution for this very new year will:
STUDY HARD & GET A STABLE JOB.. so I can save up money with hubby & get married soon!
Im down with very bad cough and flu now and poor hubby was taking care of me the whole day.
Heh, my silly boy asked me not to quarrel with him anymore this 2008, especially over mahjongs! LOL.

Anyway, I din get to countdown last night with Jen cause I was uber sick. Just half an hour more to countdown and I went off. Hubby came to fetch me home.
Was at Acid Bar chilling. Guess I scared the wits out of Jen with my pale face and trembling body. HAHA.
Lucky she got plans after that. She went to find her eyecandy while hubby drove me to a place to see fireworks.
Still, I celebrated new year with hubby despite telling him I wont celebrate with him. HAHA.

Penguin also want to celebrate New Year!
HAHA, driving's dave car.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!
May 2008 be a better year!

2007-12-29T16:25:00.000+08:00

28th Dec 07:

Dinner with Dave at a Bak Ku Teh shop near Havelock Road. Been craving it for weeks and finally we found that place. LOL. That dude drove me to Zouk to meet up with my girls and friends.
My birthday celebration was celebrated at Phuture with,
Jen & new eyecandy, Steph, Marcus, Terence & Timothy. Of cause not to forget Kenneth & friends, Desmond & friends + Pearlyn & friends. Saw alot of familiar faces.
Thanks to Pearlyn who brought me in for free and Marcus to bring the rest of the clique for free entries.
Due to some events, Zouk was overpacked and we had a hard choice to decide on MOS or Phuture. Furthermore, Phuture's tickets were sold out too. Everyone was pissed I guessed.
Anyway, we entered Phuture and danced the night away. Steph and I were freaking high. Nope, we were not drunk. But it was the company that counts you see. Jen was busy with her new eyecandy. LOL.
Steph and I left around 3am. Hubby came to fetch us home. Our legs were so sore from wearing the high heels. HAHA.
Still, I LOVE my girls. =))

Thanks for the gifts and wishes from you guys.

MY GIRLS!

My birthday date on Dave's car. Another birthday present from him other than the Ipod Nano! Thanks dude!

And not to forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!

27th Dec 07/28th Dec 07:

Hubby planned a surprise for me when the clock striked midnight to 28th Dec 07. He showed up at my doorstep with a birthday cake. Woohoo!
But too bad I got to know about the surprise already. Thanks to Mr Dave How who was under my void deck at that point of time to return me some stuffs. LOL. He told me over the phone that he saw hubby. Out of curiosity, I called hubby but he lied to me he was at home. So, I called hubby's sister and got to know that he wasn't at home. LOL.
Anyway, I still love him loads. =))

My 2nd birthday cake for the day. LOL.

Making a wish wiith hubby.. MAY WE LAST LONG TOGETHER!

Together with Mummy.

THE ONE I LOVED MOST AND DEARLY!

26th Dec 07:

First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY!

Swimming and suntanning with Peiqi & Bf (JunWei) & Joann at Yishun Safra.
Met up with Huiping & Bf at a bus-stop and headed to Serangoon Garden for dinner.
Cafe-Cartel. My girls gave me a surprise! They celebrated my birthday and bought me a cake. Really love them to the max!

However, yours truely here did not blow out the candles for my own birthday. All thanks to MISS JOANN. She helped me blow out the candles due to a LITTLE small fire on the cake cause she was worried the whole Cafe Cartel will be on fire you see. LOL.
And the same thing again, having dinner with my girls = making alot of noise and laughing damn loudly. LOL. Had so much fun hanging out with them and thanks for the meal too!

Shall let the pictures do the talking.. (If you noticed, there is no fire on the candles when Im making a wish. HAHA.)

PEIQI & FANG

MY BIRTHDAY CAKE!

Making a wish..with no fire on candles.

Cutting my birthday cake..

MY GIRLS! HUIPING, PEIQI, JOANN & FANG

JOANN & FANG.

PEIQI & FANG.

HUIPING & FANG.

Caught unnoticed!

HUIPING & BF.

PEIQI & BF

Thanks to you guys who made up my day!

2007-12-26T23:02:00.000+08:00

Met up with Primary School friends today for a short gathering.
Peiqi, Xingyue, Joanna, Shirley, Kweegek, Wanjun, Gabriel, Jiarui & Darren.

Trained to Cine for movies.
National Treasure-A Book of Secrets. Give it 4/5 kisses. Nice and interesting. Quite funny thou.

Billy Bombers for dinner and our bill came up to a total of 200+bucks. LOL.
Everyone went separate ways afterwhich, Xingyue got to rush for work. Joanna had to go for camp. Peiqi was off to meet her boyfriend. Jiarui went to meet his pals at Bugis. Left Shirley, Kweegek, Wanjun, Gabriel, Darren and myself. Headed to The Heeren Balcony for drinks and chill. Did some catching up and all of us left pretty early.
It was nice to have a short gathering with primary school pals. 8yrs of friendship and counting on. =))

Dave came over my void deck to pass me my make-up stuffs. Dropped on his car the other day.
Gave me my 2nd birthday present. My 2nd birthday present caused him almost got into an accident on the road cause he was busy taking photo of the car meter.
2812 - My birthday date. Thanks dude! Cam-whore under my void deck. And home sweet home.

Anyway, today's my MUMMY's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!

PEIQI & FANG. (12yrs of friendship & counting on!)

KWEEGEK & FANG.

SHIRLEY & FANG.

DARREN & FANG.

SHIRLEY, KWEEGEK & FANG.

SHIRLEY, DARREN AND KWEEGEK.

PRIMARY 6-2!

Dave & Fang.

24th Dec 07:
Xmas eve was spent with hubby at Copthorne King's Hotel. Hubby reserved a night stay over there for Xmas. Met hubby at Suntec before heading over to the hotel for check in. Changed and walked over to Clark Quay for dinner. Settled for Billy Bombers. Strolled along the river after dinner and walked back to the hotel. We're like one romantic married couple. HAHA.
Thanks to all who remembered to wish me a Merry Xmas!

Copthorne King's.

Hubby applying his face lotion.

Dinner over at Billy Bombers.

Cheers to XMAS!

Happy belated MERRY XMAS to all!

22nd Dec 07:
Met up with Jen, Steph & Gerald for Sherlynn's birthday party at Scalet City. Drank and did some catching up. Left around 11pm for TINGHUI's birthday at Club Street. Cabbed down and the whole of Barcode was booked by him. Saw alot of familiar faces. Drank and drank. Dave came to fetch me home around 2am. Thanks dude. =))

Pictures uploaded!

JEN, STEPH, FANG & SHERLYNN.

SHERLYNN & FANG.

GERALD & FANG.

FANG & STEPH.

JEN & STEPH.

Taken at Barcode, TINGHUI's birthday! Saw Weenah and she accompanied me the whole night. Finger games and brooze.

WEENAH & FANG.

Shall end my entry for now. It is a long post so stop telling me I DID NOT UPDATE MY BLOG!
I did now alrights! Nights!

2007-12-26T21:29:00.000+08:00

I know this post is a very backdated entry. I wanted to post it a very long way back but yours truely here is lazy, you see. HAHA.

7th Dec 07: FleshImp Fashion Show

Reached Zouk at 11am for rehearsal. Total of seven scenes and Im in the 7 PRIDE girls' scene. Long T-shirt with leggings. Ordered Mac delivery for lunch+dinner. All of us were freaking hungry after the long hours of rehearsals. Catwalks and more catwalks. After dinner was changing into our clothes and having our make up and hairdo done.
Thanks to my dear friends who came to support me. Kenneth+friends, Marcus & Heriandy + friends, Pearlyn + friends. I appreciated and LOVE you guys! Not only that, I made new friends from the show!
Shall let the pictures do the talking..

SLOTH & PRIDE (Felicia + Fang)

GREEDY & PRIDE (Cheryll + Fang)

GREEDY & PRIDE (Joseph+Fang)

WRATH & PRIDE (Ahmad+Fang)

GREEDY, SLOTH & PRIDE (Cheryll, Jack & Fang)

WRATH, GREEDY, PRIDE & SLOTH

WRATH, PRIDE & GREEDY

THE 7PRIDE GIRLS!

Natasha, Fang & Josephine..Having our hairdo done.

Our 3 make-up artists VS 31 models!

Backstage waiting for the show to start.

The show started at 10pm due to the overwhelming crowds.

LUST

SLOTH

WRATH

PRIDE

GREEDY

ENVY

GLUTTONY

And the FINALE!

The end to FLESHIMP 7TH ANNIVERSARY! Cheers to all our hard works and you guys!

2007-12-03T14:50:00.000+08:00

Shall start off with my entry with Saturday.
Saturday: Stayed at home till evening time and Dave came to fetch me for dinner. That dude passed his TP on Friday. Congrats!
Drove to Causeway Point. Pastamania-ed. Shopped around after dinner. Went to my ex-workplace to find Peixuan and Meiduan. Chatted and crapped awhile and Dave drove me home.
Tried driving around under my block. Now I learnt how to drive an auto-car already.
Went home changed and waited for TingHui to fetch me for ktv session. Headed to Yishun Safra and saw YuanPing. Crapped around. Sang till 2am and TingHui drove me home.

Sunday: Got woken up by a morning call from lil cousin. Bought her to Yishun Safra for swimming. Northpoint Mac for lunch afterwhich. Home sweet home.

Im lazy to update anymore. Random.
Gon start preparing for the Flesh Imp fitting at Wisma.

2007-12-01T14:38:00.000+08:00

Yesterday: Met up with Lesner Chua for movie in the afternoon.
The Tattooist. No plot and no link at all. Male lead is hot, thats all.
Brother had to go back school for dance practice and lessons and I headed off to meet Jen after that.
Town-ed. Shopped around. Bought a dress from Flesh Imp. KFC-ed. Chilled at The Heeren Balcony while waiting for hubby to come find me. Slacked awhile then Jen went off to meet Terence. Walked over to Cine with hubby. Pool-ed a few rounds and met up with Pearlyn. Hubby went home while Pearlyn and I cabbed over to Zouk. Waited for Ivan and friends.

Phuture was freaking crowded and overpacked. Saw alot of my friends. It was a bad day last night. Quarrelled with Ivan. Everyone of us was short-tempered.
Met up with Marcus Chua and Heriandy. Danced with them. Marcus bought jars and jars. Drank and drank. Home sweet home after everything ended. Cabbed back with Marcus and Heriandy.

And right now, Im finding mahjong karkis to play mahjong now. Hubby came over to meet me for lunch before he goes Genting. So now, I guess he is happily in the car with his friends and heading off to Genting now. Most prolly they already passed the custom. LOL.

Andddd, Im feeling so damn guilty now. I caused Dave's hp bill a bomb I guess. HAHA.
He had been calling me almost everyday when he was in Aus training. LOL.

2007-11-30T01:14:00.000+08:00

Swimming at Yishun Safra the other day. Im on diet you see. LOL.

A good news to share! Im selected for the Flesh Imp Fashion Show. Casting results were out. They called me up in the morning when Im still sleeping.
Lectures in school sucks today. Was busying playing PSP-Audition. Kept losing. HAHA. Kept having grade F.
Train-ed to Cityhall to queue for Doughnut Factory and waited for hubby to end work. I need to queue less than 5minutes for the doughnuts only! Went to Suntec Tower 4 for the doughnuts instead of Raffles City. If I were to queue at Raffles City, guess I'll have to queue at least 2hours. HAHA.
Waited for hubby end work at Starbucks. Walked to Bugis for movie.
Hitman. Nice and good plot. Give it 4/5kisses. The killer is hot. LOL.

Headed to hubby's house. Wanted to do assignment but ended up dozing off on the bed. Hubby was supposed to help me with it but I decided not to hand up and score in main paper. So Im not going to school tomorrow.
Will be going Zouk again for Ivan's birthday. Damn, Im starting to feel like one hardcore clubber.
Hubby is going Genting this coming weekend with his friends. They are driving up to Genting. I'll be left alone in Singapore. Hate that kind of feeling when hubby is not with me. Damn!

2007-11-25T17:18:00.000+08:00

Shall start it off with the monthly anniversary. Had Sizzler for dinner with hubby at Suntec. It was a short meet-up cause hubby just finished his work. Afterwhich, hubby drove us back to his home first then back to my home again.

Friday: Had dinner and movie with TingHui. That dude fetched me from my home and drove down to Cine. HK cafe again.
Enchanted. Give it 4/5 kisses. Fairytale and happily ever after. It's every girl's dream come true.
Had pool session for awhile before movie started. Back to Yishun before deciding on where to go. End up, I went over Double O to find Peiling and Christie. Bad choice. Everything sucks there. Music, the crowd and the dancefloor. Stayed there for an hour or so and TingHui came over to fetch me from there. He was my saviour mann! We went round and round the area cause TingHui did not know the way to town. Had Swensens for supper and off to his friend's place for mahjong session. Played till morning 7a.m and TingHui drove me home.

Yesterday night was clubbing at Phuture with alot of friends. Met up with Pearlyn in town for dinner and cabbed down to Zouk to meet the rest.
Ivan, Dave, Fiona, Cheryl, Mervyn, Brandon x2 and alot more whom I don't know their names.
Chivas and mixers. Birthday boy went off with his gf soon. Drank and danced. Freaking high and alil drunk. Music was hella-good.
Party till closed and thought that night is still young. Fiona, Pearlyn and Cheryl went off early. Cabbed to Esplanande. Stayed there till 6a.m before Dave sent me home.

Shall let the picture do the talking..

Hubby and I at Sizzler.

In TingHui's car, learning how to drive. LOL.

Dave and I, outside Zouk.

The party girls: Cheryl, Pearlyn and Fang

Cheryl, Fiona, Pearlyn and Fang

Fang and Pearlyn

2007-11-21T01:04:00.000+08:00

Din manage to wake up early to go Belle's house for assignments. Hence, we divided the work among us and yes, I finished my assignment.

Met Beka at my house in the afternoon and headed to the Flesh Imp casting. Dragged Beka along for the casting to try out. Made new friends like Pearlyn, Serene, Laura and Ahmad. Casting was fun. Had to do a lil short dance at the end of the catwalk. LOL.
Off to town for dinner and visit Jen.

Hubby came over to find me at Jen's shop after his work. Went back to his home to do my assignment. Hubby helped me with it while I slept. HAHA.
Hubby drove me home around 11pm.

Anyway, today marks another anniversary for hubby and I!
HAPPY 18TH MONTH BABY!
1 and a half year, 1year6months, 18months, 72weeks, 1728hours, 103680minutes and 6220800seconds.

This was taken few months back. Without make up. =))

Beka and I on the way to Rain Bar.

On the way to Flesh Imp Fashion Show casting.

2007-11-20T00:21:00.000+08:00

Well, I skipped lectures today and had to produce a MC for the absent leave if not Im going to get barred from exams. Like again?! Errr, Im feeling terrible when I woke up anyway.
Terence, being a nice friend, accompanyed me to Polyclinic and waited with me for a freaking 2 and a half hours. Great! Afterwhich, he sent me to Far East Plaza to find Jen. And thats when Im, being a good friend, comes in. Went to accompany Jen till she ends work at 9.30pm. See, like I say, Im a nice friend. My friends love me. HAHA.

Updates, gossiping, chatting and slacking. Jen is a bad worker. Dont ever hire her. HAHA.
Had KFC for dinner and damn, when am I gon to be on diet with the rate Im having my meals? LOL.
Been trying to persuade Jen to go clubbing this coming Saturday.

Alrights, Im off to sleep already. Got to wake up early morning to go over Belle's house for assignments and projects meeting and rush for a casting for Flesh Imp Fashion Show.
Wish me luck for the casting. =))
Nights everyone!

2007-11-18T23:53:00.000+08:00

Fri night was a bitch.
The intention of the night was to go Plush with Stef and Leeyee. Kenneth's frd was having a birthday party there and he invited me along with free guestlist and brooze. Well, apparently most of my friends were at Zouk and were like asking me to go there. Hence, I had a hard choice to decide on both clubs. In the end, I went Zouk without Stef and Leeyee. Felt so bloody bad.

Had dinner at HK Cafe with Stef in town and Leeyee came over to look for us. Pool afterwhich. The night was still young and so headed to Balcony with Stef while Leeyee went home. Had some drinks before Stef dropped me at Zouk.
The clubbing session wasn't nice at all with fights going on. Was with Ken and Jerica the whole night. I got hurt during one of the fights when they pushed around. Lucky Ken was around to protect me. Music wasn't that nice afterall. Had a terrible time.

Yesterday was mahjong session with Peiling, Christie and Auntie. Peiling was the big winner of the night. 3 of us lost to her. Guess when one's is having a hard time in a relationship, he/she tends to win alot when they are gambling. LOL.

Im off to supper with a friend now. Shall let the pictures do the talking.

2007-11-16T00:55:00.000+08:00

Bee Movie is nice. Give it 4.5/5 kisses. Muacks!
Bees are so important to us humans. They work so hard all their life to produce honey for us. Pretty lucky that bees dont sue humans in real life.

Random.

2007-11-04T13:45:00.000+08:00

Last Friday was a blast mann. Girls' night out with Beka, Leeyee, Jen and Steph. Finally, and like so finally, all of us managed to meet up and for clubbing. LOL.
Dinner at Cine then cabbed down to Zouk for the 10pm entry. Phuture's music sucks big time that night. PengXiong, Stanley and guys came down to look for Steph and we hanged around together. Saw Brendan and his friends at Phuture. Crapped and danced alil.

Terence is a big asshole. Jonathan is one fuck up idiot. They abducted Jen away. Despite the time we spend with one another like for the whole night, we forgotten to camwhore! So wasted lar..wonder when will it be the next time we gon hang out as a group again.

It has been 3weeks continuously since I clubbed at Phuture. Damn tiring lar, and Terence asked if I wanna go MOS on Saturday. Like again?! I wonder how their energy came from. I decided to stop clubbing for a few weeks and be a good girl. =))

Cabbed home with Jen and Steph around 4am. On the phone with somebody till 6am before I dozed off to my dreamland.

Alrights, Im off to pack my luggage for my trip tomorrow. I'll be away for 4days. Will update when Im back!

2007-10-30T00:59:00.000+08:00

Lets see.. been a month since I last update. Let's call it Lost in Transaction, shall we?

Been clubbing with my girlfriends every week. Zouk for the last few weeks and St.James with Beka and friends on last Saturday. Jen had her virgin club with me. =))
Know quite a number of new friends... Im socialable alrights.

There are alot of things I wanna update.. but still only close friends know. =))
Im going Thailand with baby next monday, 5th Nov till 8TH Nov!
Shopping shopping and more shopping...
Cant wait!

2007-09-23T23:35:00.000+08:00

Okays, thats it. Jovin had gone to hubby's friend's house this morning. And yes, I cried in the cab when we were on the way tp SengKang. I miss Jovin right now. Miss her coming up to me to stroke her belly & miss her waiting at the door when I reach home. But I know she'll be happy with the new family. They have children and the house is bigger than mine.

I din know that teaching toddlers or small children can be a chore. Teaching reading and phonics had been a regular basis now since I started working at this enrichment hub.
Toddlers, playgroups and pre-nursery. Parents went in, sat down and stare at us. Hopping around, dancing around like a clown. Singing those nursery songs and seeing children doing the colouring on the worksheets.
It was joyful, I gon admit. But I cant stand parents who stare and doubt what we are doing. Like, "They are still small leh, you sure they understand what is occupation?", or "My child cannot stay with this blah blah blah." Complaints and complaints.

My boss asked if I wanna join their child care and be a full time pre-school teacher after I graduate. LOL. I think Im gon die from heart attack if I ever gon be a pre-school teacher. HAHA. But, I will consider bout it. Hubby said ever since I work at this child care centre, my temper and attitude turn for the better. HAHA. =))

Been a week since grandma passed away. Time passed so fast. Mummy said grandma did come back to visit us on the 7th day. Scared the wits out of siblings and I. Actually, on the 7th day, all of us did not dare to sleep. I thought I heard noise coming from the kitchen. LOL. Damn scary, but afterall, grandma is still my grandma. HAHA.

2007-09-22T11:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was our another month anniversary.
HAPPY BELATED 16TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY, HUBBY!
Had dinner at Soup Restaurant, movie afterwhich.

Im pretty upset these few days.. Im putting my precious baby up for adoption. As my grandma had just passed away, my grandpa will be coming over and stay hence dogs are not allowed. Hubby's friend agreed to adopt Jovin and so.. Jovin will be going over in a few days' time.
I think Im gon cry like shit man. =((

2007-09-15T12:00:00.000+08:00

Been awhile since I last blog. Too many things had happened these few days.
New term had started and Im almost barred from exams. School had been a bitch especially with a strict lecturer who "offered" to mark our attendance herself. As for the other module, Principles of Biz Management 2, it is like almost the same as the previous module. So it will be easy if Im studying hard enough for the coming class test and exam. Principles of Econs sucks big time. Totally cant understand a shit of what that lecturer is talking bout.

Work was fine. I love my work, the children and my job. Apart of teaching lil children, I adore their accompany. Some were sweet thou, but some just so spoilt. LOL. Parents are nice but some are nasty. Life just come this way, we tend to meet alot of different people in different job line.

Hubby and I are still as sweet too. Thou the previous entry made us sound like we are breaking apart and having stains in our relationship, we are still as happy as before.
Actually, hubby really treat me well. But I always take him as granted. So I promise hubby I'll be a good wife and love him very very much. LOL.
By the way, hubby dropped his cellphone in a cab when we were back home. LOL. He was very sad cause he used it less than a week. Poor hubby. Always drop my celly or his celly. HAHA.

As for my life, my grandma passed away yesterday morning at o947am. She had fallen victim to cancer. I always loved my grandma but I truely regret for not able to visit her the day before her death. I was planning to but my lil cousin called and ask me to go find her. As my grandma was discharged on that day, I thought she will be fine and healthy thou she was suffering for the last stage of cancer. I even intend to visit her after my school yesterday. But I din even get a chance to see her.
When she was hospitalised, I only visited her a few times cause I was working in the night. She merely talked to me as she will feel breathless. I felt so heartpain when I saw all the needles and tube going through her body and there were so many bruises as she was too skinny and the doctors are unable to find the veins.
I think my grandma knows she is going to leave us soon. She insisted on discharging even thou she was feeling so terrible. I rushed back from school when I just reached school about 5mins when I recieved the news from my mother. But my grandma din wait for me to see her for the last time.
I miss her calling me every saturday to ask me for mahjong session with her and my other aunts. I miss her telling me to get marry with hubby so she can carry great-grand children. I miss her cooking for us for every occasions. I miss her telling me to call hubby to come down for mahjong session. I miss her using my celly and chat with hubby. I miss her hugging me whenever I go back home after visiting her at her house. I miss her having breakfast with us every weekend morning and having supper every now and then.
Im proud to have my grandma. She is very talented. She always sewn clothes for my cousins, my siblings and myself. She always know how to cook nice food and coming up with new dishes.
But right now, I know I have to be strong. I know my grandma chose to leave us. She scared she will be a burden to us when we don't even think she is. She left us peacefully with no pain in her face. In fact, I think grandma will be better off this way. She won't have to take jabs anymore, take so much medicine anymore or having to go in and out hospital all the time. My lil cousin said she saw my grandma when we covered her with a cloth. She said grandma looked the same as before when she don't have cancer. Beautiful and healthy. Children had no need to lie so I believe my cousin.
I know grandma is happy right now and she had rest in peace.