So much things in my mind now as wedding is coming nearer. Can't describe my mixed feelings now. It is not about dearest, I guess is about me. Me being paranoid for nothing.

Paranoid about the money, the honeymoon package we booked from Chan Brothers. Chan brother's reviews isn't that good afterall... I just found out couple minutes ago.

I don't want to spend my Honeymoon miserably. I want happy moments with dearest.